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Sunday, February 25, 2007

And again, it's been a while.I've been busy watching X-files, playing Sims 2 and Metal Gear 3 Online; plus work and stuff. So you know that if I post something in here is because I have a reason to, right? Well I do have news...

I HAVE A PUPPY! it's a brown boxer terrier, he s cuuuute <3... Since I got this whole FMalchemist pet naming, I wasn't going to make an exception for the puppy, so his name is 'Bradley', he is the Fuehrer for those taht don't recognize the name =]

Oh ya, at work they have this little contest going on. It's about who can make the most people donate 1 dollar to an institute  that helps kids with muscular problems... If the store has over 650 donations made, the manager and the clerk that sells the most; will get a digital camera... we have til the 15th of march or sumtin like that

Now, I missed 2 days of this contest cuz I've had the days off; everyone sold about 20 -40 per shift, so I thought it was hopeless... but I didn't give up, no sire; I never give up and I always like to be the best (yes I are competitive) so yesterday on my first day I sold 94, it's a record and my manager that has been working for over 10 years has never heard of anyone selling that many in one shift, mwahahaha!

Charisma in effect ladies and germs; I r tah bestests! and that is only one day, my first day... I think this contest is pretty much in the bag, but I'll keep trying to  aim for the top; I need the digital camera...errrrmm... I mean, I need to help those kids >_> ah well, our interests are intertwined, so it's all good ^^

Mwahahaha,. I saw some new pics of Angela, mwahahaha, MINE! <_<, I wont share, no sire, ALL MINE! lol, jk... due to confidentiality, those pictures shall remain in my posession and classified as top secret; still dunno why she dun think she pretty but well whatever.... I don't think I am that atractive but some ppl say im hot (specially gay ppl for some odd reason >_<)

Ah well, I sh tired, so I guess I'll nap 4 a while; PEACE YO!

posted by Zanza at 09:34 | link | comments

Monday, February 05, 2007

Been a while... a month and a couple of days... Well, Im still working at that shitty ass job; but cant compolain since it pays off my bills *coughbarelycough*. Im just too damn lazy to go get the other job, meh.

Ah well.. guess I should post how and what Ive been doing... Well; Im doing fine I guess.... lately I've been missing Madison more than usual.... I've been trying to understan why she had to die... and also the last thing she said to me... ; she said not to worry about her because God would take care of her or sumtin....

I've decided not to put all the blame on God... yes it is true that he keeps killing off my loved ones.... that is if he exists at all. I've been hearing things here and there about the reason why God kills off nice people... some things say that the end of days is coming and that God doesnt want the good people to suffer more in earth... the people that are ready to live in heaven are taken there by him.... I fhtat is true... then does that mean that if they lived with me they wouldn't be happier?... does it mean that if they came to be with me they wouldnt go to heaven?... makes you wonder if Im not good enough for nice people or for God.

My friend Hadji asked me a question a couple of days ago... last I told him about my religious preference was that I 'didnt believe in god'... but when he asked me again, I told him that I'm a bit better and that I won't leave the possibility of him existing... when he asked me what I thought of him if he existed, I replied... "If he exists I love him, and if he exists I hate him"

Well, I hope that Claire and Madison are happy in heaven or whatever; it is what they would deserve... Now as for what I've been doing lately? I finally figured out how to play xenogears on my computer, as well as ff8. no Im staying rather busy with those ^__^; been watching the x-files and heroes and dead zone quite a bit; I think it's the only thing worth watching now a days...

Oh yeah, I saw the lake house, with keanue reeves and sandra bullock.. it was prettygood; I liked the movie quite a bit =]

Okk, that's it from me from here from now, peace

posted by Zanza at 04:19 | link | comments