Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Alrite... more Zanza adventures and bitching and yadda yadda yadda; well what!? you came here for a reason right? all I do is bitch and rant and whatever, so if u still looking, then u must want it! so I'll keep on bitching my friends =]
Anyways, let's get on with it, shall we?... before yesterday at work some dude, that stayed at my house for a day a long time ago; came up to me and asked if he could stay the night at my place.. I ofcourse out of stupidity and kindness said 'yes'...
Then I remembered that this was the guy that has been stealing from me >_<... so I go home, lock the doors and chill... about 945 this guy comes and knocks on the door; I turn my TV off and eveyrthing off and ignore it... at 10pm I figure he must of have left already since I didnt hear no knocking so I put some musci on to go to sleep to.... next thing I know, this dude knocks again X.x.... I turned it off and did the same thing.
1030pm, this dude must of have got the point that I dont want him here... so I decided to lit up a cigarret... maaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, next thing I know this dude is outside my window knocking and saying
"Wake up man, I just want to go to sleep, I dont want to sleep outside, pleaaaaase let me in" I didnt let him in and faked tht I was asleep... that dude kept on knocking and saying the same thing "please man, I dont want to sleep outside, pleaaaaase let me in".
Kind, nice and stupid me let him in... I played it off as if I had been sleeping; next thing I know, this guy wants to watch a movie!!! man, I just wanna go to sleep... -.-... out of stupidity, I yet again complied and we watched office space... then I told him that I was going to sleep; and he slept.
Next day I wake up and he asked me if he could stay a few days because he got nowhere to go... I told him
"Hey man, Im broke... you can stay a couple of days if you want, but I cant afford to have you here, I get food from the church because I cant buy my own; with 2 people here, it wont last at all"... I was trying to get him to leave... but u know what? he said.
"Oh man, thats no problem, if I want to eat, I'll just go find some food somewhere else".... -.-....
DAMMIT! SO i go to work and come back at almost 10pm... the guy is still there... I just want to sleep cuz Im tired.... know what he wants to do?... watch more movies -.-... so we watched the punisher and boondock saints...
This morning I tell him that Im going to find a second job and that he should do the same.... his reply was.
"Oh, I dont have an ID man"...
So ok, thats it... tomorrow, Im kicking him out... I feel sorry, but if he doesnt want ot work to help pay the rent, electricty or water... then he has to go... I can't afford to let him stay; not now... plus I love privacy...
And if he bitches, then he should be thankful taht I was kind enough to let him in and stay 3 days after he stole things from my house...
Saturday, June 10, 2006
went to work, just got offwork... I forgot... hmmm, lets see... guy I barely know offered me a job; so monday or tuesday Im going to check it out... I work 6 days this week ^_^... It seems that the manager really likes me and is starting to depend on me. I started the first week with about 20 hours... next week was 27, last week was 28.75 and this week is 35.5 hours =]...
finally... If I keep this up I should get a raise in a month or two; lets see how it goes.... hmmm did I mention I Emailed josh? ah well, if I didnt, Im mentioning it now... sent him an email and offered a truce for the sake of all humans... yeah, everyone was hurting, so im trying to get things settled.
Hmmm... I miss Sarah, and kinda feel bad that I havent spoken to her that much online when we do have the chance to talk... but a lot of things on my mind; hope she understands. As much as I'd like to, my life isn't revolving around Sarah at the moment; a lot of things that have me stressed and that I have to work out before she even gets here... once she does; it'll be a different story ^^...
Anyways; hope it all gets settled soon, Im tired of this drama crap
Friday, June 09, 2006
aaaah man... im tired... almost late for work today again; but in time anyways, I kinda forgot to shave xD
Went to the place I was applying for work... and the dude said that he can't hire me.. not because he doesnt want to, just because he doesnt have enough work hours to give me.... he basically said
"But you are at the top of my hiring list, if anything opens up, you will be the first one I call"... thats nice.. except tha I need the job NOW! bah... I guess tomorrow is job hunting day for me again... hmmmm *thinks of places to go to*
Meh, if I at least had a bike! anyways, life sux.. oh yeah; I set a loooooooooooooooooooong email to Josh, saying a bunch of stuff and basically telling him to make up so others dont suffer.. we'll see how it goes.
thats it for the report today... peace out
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
hungover... waaaah... feeling crappy; I just wanna go to sleep ZZzzz..ZzzZzZzzzz....
hmmm, just made friends with a dude thats pretty cool (and the fool believes he can beat me in Tekken and Soulcalibur). And well; I heard he was inviting a friend to drink, but he wouldnt go; so I slily said "What? Im not invited?"
And the rest is history... got drunk, puked, slept on the floor and now Im hungover =$... I would describe the night, but not really in the mood... let's just say it was good... meh; and now here I am, ready to RP a bit and go crash and eat at home...
It's pretty amazing how when you talk to a friend like you always do and ask serious questions, you never get the complete truth... but as soon as you mention to them something that sets them off; they'll tell you the story of their life... Why can't people be direct and just say how they feel? it would save me the trouble of feeling like a dick later on for saying things that got them worked up...
I got the answer... all humanity is stupid, including myself
me... again... cats woke me up... early.. again... bah! anyways; yesterday I got my free food from the church and I was lucky enough to find someone that gave me a ride home, cuz it was raining...
Today I went to ask about the job and the guy basically said "Well, I want to hire you, but I dont know the hours yet... I'll let you know in 2 days"... Im absolutely 95% sure that Im getting the job, it's just a matter of being patient I guess... I made him laugh and the 2 assistant managers; they all like me and all say I got a lot of experience, plus Im biligual, plus I drive a forklift, plus I live close, plus, etc, etc, etc... so yes... make that 97% sure that Im getting it ^_^.
well; Ive been talkin to a lot of ppl online today and Im rather tired... Ive been Rping all day, but ppl take their sweet time to reply back; so it got dull.... Lani can drive now, a friend of mine ot engaged, a friend turned into a slut, Im starting to get bad vibes from people I trust... it is very sad to get a bad vibe from this person though... I though he was with me until the end, but it turns out he is very double faced and very uncaring about what others think of him... it seems to me as if he wouldnt think twice about lying to get what he wants or needs... I gotta be careful again of what I say and to whom I say it...
My life is sad huh... gotta be alert all the time for people around me that could be plannin to back stab me
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Yo, writting again; let's see.... last day I've been working during the internet hours, so I couldnt really get online last 2 days... hmmm... cats are ok; I gave them catnip for the first time and Ed got all hyper xD... let's see.. ah yes, yesterday I had an epiphany! =o!... realized that Im an adult... a grown up man... kinda sux... but yeah. I am; it doesnt mean I'll change the way I am (well, maybe be more responsible) but Im still me.
Ermm... this morning the landlord woke me at 9am asking for his rent money X.x... I had to tell him that I'll give him half this friday and the other half next friday... kinda sucky... bleh; but the good thing is... I might have a second job soon!
I went to the 'interview' today and the guy straight up told me... "Im interested in hiring you, but the company is going through some changes, so if you can come in tomorrow at about 11 am that'd be great, we'll finish asking questions"... and he also told me to take the day off work the 15th cuz Im prolly gona work there from 7am to 7pm.... 12 hours huh... not bad =]
well; I got 2 jobs now (most probably), and Im no longer battling suui xD... I said I'd get serious and pwn her.. and well; Im getting there =]...
anyways, im posting in ff8-2 again... feels kinda cool; let's see how long that lasts ^^
Saturday, June 03, 2006
bah! dont have much time... let's see; let's try and do this fast... I was almost late again, I was 3 mins over 7am; damn tricks to lvl in ffx-2 are crappy, i get killed all the time -.-... I got paid today; I tried to cash it, but bank closed my acount... so had to go somewhere else... i applied at a job next to mine, and monday I'll find out if Im hired or not
a girl that I know came by the house, I asked for a ride to pay electricity, she gave it to me, and now Im broke again... still ahvent talked to the landlord.. I better do it today or I might get kicked out of the house... hmmm... yes, fun eventful day.. too bad I dont have time online...
Friday, June 02, 2006
Stalkers... *nods* yesh, 3 stalkers I got xD... I was heading out of the comp place yesterday and this 3 chicks started yelling "Hey you! the guy with the black Shirt!"
I just halfway looked backwards and said "I got a name you know..." And kept on walking
They said, "we dont know your name"
I said "You better remember it then", kept on walking
They keep following me and replied "Then what is your name? if you tell us, wel'll remember!"
I just kept on walking without saying anything, they followed me, and begged for my name, I didnt reply, then they said I had a cute butt, then they said Ihad a sexy butt >_>... and they said They'll follow me home until I gave them my name, they would become my stalkers... they called me the 'mistery man'... I just went into a store and to the bathroom and stayed there for like 10 mins... when I got out, they were still waiting for me outside!
I had to work in 5 mins and I didnt want the to konw where I work... luckly enough, they gave up on following me... but they asked the ppl in the store for my name xD... anyways... work is tiring, as usual; and I was late for work today cuz they only gave me 7 hours to sleep... which I only slept like 6... I was 13 min's late... bah.
well, now I'm looking for a second job... I havent told my landlord I cant pay rent this month... hopefully he'll be cool with it; if not, im in trouble.
Suui, a person I know on the internet (that I kinda see as a lil sis), has 2 jobs and is living in an apt; but living better than me! not only that, but she rides a bike for 2 hours to get to work... maybe I've gotetn soft over the years and too comftable that I forgot what it was to ride a bike or walk for 5 miles to work... She opened my eyes and the sleeping motivation that I have seem to have lost... now... it's my time.