Salvation: a state of mind

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

BAH!

ZANZA,

MR. Zanza,s PERSONAL ITEMS ARE STILL AT ORIGIN. THE UNIT COMMANDER CPT BOND APPOINTED SPC TYNDALL, CHARLES

FOR SHIPPING HOUSEHOLD GOODS FOR PVT Zanza. HE ATTENDED THE OUTBOUND BRIEFING ON 12 OCT 05 AND AN APPOINTMENT

WAS GIVEN TO HIM FOR 13 OCT 05, 10:00 HRS TO COME INTO OUR OFFICE TO COMPLETE PAPERWORK TO BOOK SHIPMENT, WHICH HE

NEVER DID. A FEW WEEKS AGO ANOTHER SOLDIER CAME INTO THAT OFFICE TO REQUEST THE HOUSEHOLD GOODS SHIPMENT. HE

WAS INFORMED, THAT THEY NEED A REQUEST FROM HIS UNIT COMMANDER, FOR EXTENSION OF TIME LIMITATION(ETS DATE: 17 SEP 05),

A NEW AUTHORIZATIONLETTER (TO SHIP PVT Zanzas PROPERTY) SIGNED BY THE COMMANDER. NOTHING NEW HAS HAPPENED SINCE

THAT TIME.

PLEASE HAVE PVT Zanza CONTACT HIS UNIT IMMEDIATELY AND REQUEST THAT THE COMMANDER PROVIDE THE REQUEST FOR

EXTENSION OF TIME LIMITATION TO THE TRANSPORTATION OFFICE AND SOMEONE TO COME IN AND SET UP THE PICK-UP OF HIS PERSONAL

PROPERTY RIGHT AWAY SO THERE WON'T ANYMORE DELAY IN THIS ACTION.

I HOPE I HAVE BEEN OF SOME HELP. LET ME KNOW IF I CAN DO ANYTHING ELSE.

FRED ROBINSON

Ok... this is the email I got regarding my shit... dammit ppl do you job!!! I need my shit from Germany =[... I would of have contacted them already, but I cant get in touch with them... it blows

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Weird... you know? I live alone for a reason.. I tried having roomates, and it never really worked out, no matter how well I get along with them, there is something that always bothered them or me... so why in the world do 3 ppl come at my house at 2AM and decide to just sleep in my house without even waking me up? not only that, but they left teh door open and my cats got out *sighs*...

Yeah.. not to mention that one of the persons was a female and she was all fricking night and morning wearing bra's only >_<! and pants... but the point is... WTF!?... ok, they spent all day at my house, which kinda pissed me off since I like privacy and being alone; but they also took showers and ate my food... -.- BAH!

To top it off, the next day 2 MORE PEOPLE come by the house and decide to crash for the night... wth is going on? Is my house the "Zanza INN Express" or something!? At least they could gimme 5$'s each for staying the night and taking showers and eating my stuff, and playing my games and watching my movies and using my bed -.-

BAH! anyways... I work tomorrow from 2-9pm, so yeah... now I got to find something to feed my cats, cuz they ran out of food X.x... life is fun ya!?!?!?!

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Booyakazam. After an hour of chasing the cat around, my neighbors were the ones that cauht him... that dude drove me nuts! all I wanted to do yesterday was sleep... but couldnt cuz of worries -.-

So yeah, fun times trying to catch a cat =p; hmmm.... nothing else worth mentionin, neither from yesterday nor today... been pretty dull; workin, etc... bleh... got complimented today at work, yet again... ah yes, good things comin my way >=]...

im bored... cyas!

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Friday, May 26, 2006

Bah! Cats wont let me sleep! they ALWAYS wake me up at about 3-4 AM; they jump on top of me and start massaging my face with their pawns >_<... yeah, it cute, i know... but not everyday!!! *sighs*, anyways, I got ready for work and at about 630 AM I threw something outside... next thing I know... one of the cats got out! >_<... I had to go to work and leave him outside. Hope he doesnt run off.

Ok, got to work and did a great job; Im not saying it cuz I'm making it up, but because everyone told me "Wow, you are so fast!!" And even my boss said that I kicked ass =]... so that was rather nice and selfesteem boosting. and now Im on the internet... but what is important isnt today.. but yesterday!

read this before reading any further http://laguna.motime.com (just read til josh leaves the conversation)

Finally everything has come out... everyone will know the truth; brings me such joy my name cleared, josh in misery (yes, it sounds mean, but trust me... he deserves it for all his lies and backstabbing)... if you got any opinions on that convo... just post it in the shoutbox to your left, or just comment ^_^.

peace out!

*hopes his cat didnt run off*

posted by Zanza at 22:58 | link | comments

Monday, May 22, 2006

Revival... or is it death?

Decided to revive this... why? who knows... maybe to have something to do... maybe for others to read my life and how pathetic It is... or maybe I just want to read it later to remind myself of my mistakes. who knows... or cares?

Well; I've been in a shitty position; and I still am. I think I was better when I was living in a homeless shelter! at least then I didn't have to worry about paying rent or having to pay for food, water or electricity... all I did was work a lil bit, get some money, buy me what I wanted or needed...

But now I cant afford food, cigarrets, rent, electricity or water; and the worst part is that... Sarah will be here in 2 months! what will she think when she sees that I don't own a car... live in a shithole... cant afford to feed me, much less her.

Shit, I stole cat food for my cats because I couldnt afford to feed them... I dont steal for me; not cigarrets, not food, not clothes, not anything... only food for my cats. yes, it blows... But I'm starting to work again sometime this week, and if someone up there is relly looking out for me... then I'll have an office job that will save me from this hole I dug .

Yeah, zanza is back; and like always, I got shit to say and lessons to teach; but not without ridiculizing my self =p

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