Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Blah Blah Blah
Aaaah, what a pain it is to update. Anyways
Been having extra duty all weeked long -.-... sunday I slept and was late for it 3 times xD; the SGT was getting pissed at me, lol... but u know what? I dont really care; I mean, what are tehy gona do about it? kicked me out of the army? PLEASE DO SO! or give me more days of extra duty? pfft, cmon I got about 40 days left, another one or two wont do harm.
So yeah; Im carefree now; not caring about anything; I dont know if I mentioned, but I was sleeping during the PT test xD... Im a bad soldier =p.. and what can I say? I was raised this way by incompetence xD.
Other than extra duty, I havent done much... just watch buffy, play FF dawn of souls, andddddd, shit... I feel Bri slipping away =p
Claire's sis finally emailed me back!; she is going to give me her mobile number so we can keep in touch! ^_^ Im so happy about that... u know... is like... we have this understanding; I dont know how to describe it... but it's like we aren't strangers, but we arent friends, but we arent family... yet at the same time we are all of those at the same time
Friday, May 27, 2005
Info about me time!
- Like to walk in the rain? YEAH! I love it =]
- Sleep with or without clothes on? With shorts only
- Like to travel? Yuppers
- Dress up on Halloween? nyeh
- Like someone? yup!
- Do they know? yaaaaaaaah
- Think you're attractive? hmmmm... i dunno
- Want to marry? sure, one day
- With Who? who knows
- Are you a good student? too lazy to be considered a good student xD.
- Are you involved in sports? sure.
- Christmas or Halloween? Christmas, get gifts >=]
- Colored or black-and-white photo? Color
- Do long distance relationships work? sometimes.
- Do you believe in astrology? sure o.0.
- Do you believe in God? sure o.0
- Do you believe in love at first sight? sure o.0
- Do you consider yourself the life of the party? depends xD
- Are u an outgoing person? Depends
- Do you have a job? one could call it a job xD .
- Do you make fun of people? if they are firends... yup!
- Do you think dreams eventually come true? o.o... meh.
- Fave thing to do? watch TV go online, play Vgames xD.
- Favorite musician? Disturbed/Evanescense
- Fave. breakfast food? Cereal.
- Chocolates or Candy? Chocolate
- Fave. person? Myself o.o
- Favorite body part of the opposite gender? face
- Have you ever moved? Yes
- How's the weather right now? Itoo morning for my taste
- Hug or kiss? Kiss
- Last person you talked to on the phone? hmmm... lani.
- Last time you showered? o.o... damn
- Loud or soft music? Loud more often ^^
- More romantic baths or shower? Showers
- Number of pillows on ur bed? 4
- Piano or guitar? I wanna learn piano =[
- Read or write? write
- Single or taken? taken kinda
- Snow or water? snoooooow.
- What are you doing tomorrow? extra duty >_<.
- What clothes are you wearing now? army uniform
- What do you drink? nestea =]
- What makes you puke? smoking lots and puke xD.
- What's on your computer screen? FFVII advent Children
- What's right next to you? sleepyness
- What's your bedtime? dont have one
- When do you get up in the morning? who knows xD.
- Who do you talk to the most online? brittany
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- Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name? nah, not really
- Would you drop your last name if you became famous? im gonna drop it now o.0
- Your age: 23
- Age you wish you were: 17
- Lefty/righty/ambidextrous? Right
- Piercings? ear, tongue & eyebrow
- Tattoos? 2
- If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? damn hairynes -.-.
- Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? hmmm lots and nothing.
- What do you like the most about your body? my eyes
- Would or have you ever hurt yourself? you, I have
- Had surgery? nah
- Beaten someone up? hell yeah! xD
- Been on stage? yeah.... funness
- Slept all day? yup
- Been betrayed? all the time.
- Met a famous person? yup ^^
- Stolen anything? yeah! xD
- Had a dream that kept coming back? a couple
- Thought about suicide? Yep
- What are you worried about right now? life
- Use five words to describe how you're feeling right now: tired, accomplished, lonely, happy, whatever
- Are you bored? Hell ya
- are you talking to anyone online? nop
- Are you listening to music? No
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Word Of The Day~ Extra Duty
yet again, sorry for the delay in updating the blog o.o; but I should be updating daily now.
Ok so yesterday the 1SG took away my rank and I started extra duty as well -.-; but I honestly dont care anymore, hehehehe... my goal in life now, for as long as Im in the Army; is to make everyone's life impossible; I'm just gonna give em hell and annoy the crap out of them xD...
Like yesterday I went to the Captain and told him to give me back my handcuffs taht he took; he said no, so I told him to show me any kind of paperwork saying that it's illegal and stuff; but he wouldnt show me, so I said "Well since it isnt written anywhere, then it can be considered theft, right?"
heheehhe, he got so pissed xD he is like "Oh, you want to report me to the MPs? cmon, let's go down to my office and you can call the police"... and so I did xD!; I gave him hell and a lil bit more; but I made him see that he HAS to give them back before I leave the army. He cant just keep them. So yeah, it was pretty fun pissing him off >=]
hmmm, FFVIII-2; the adminning is cool, the only problem I'm having right now, is that Tom is getting rather cranky, and kinda pissed off a couple of members; so I have to come again and convince Grey, Vrante and Olek to stay. I also sent each of em a PM, including Tom; explaining that it's not that serious, to take a chill pill and that shit happens; words are said in the spur ofthe moment and well... yeah.
I'm telling you;being admin is a great position; but it's not that fun if you wan to just post around and be involved in the story and with the members; basically cuz there aint time for it and cuz well... you kind of get lost. So an admin's job is to basically keep the site running, come up with new ideas all the time & keep the members happy but in line.
yeah, funnes... I wonder how Brittany is...
Friday, May 13, 2005
Punishment~ Maxed out
Sorry for the delay on an update... I havent really felt like comming online or doing stuff... only reason I do is because I care about Brittany & my RP forums site of FFVIII-2 >_>... I feel like Im about to loose it; one bad new after the other...
For starters, the LTcolonel decided to give me 45 days extraduty & restriction and reduce me to the lowest rank (Private).... aint that a bitch? but I am apealing; and that means that I am talking to the colonel sometime this week...
and another bad news is that I might be going to Iraq again for another year... but Im letting you know right now, that is NOT gonna happen; I wont let that shit happen to me; I prefer getting kicked out of the army and being with the ones I care about, than going to Iraq and probably die and probably loose another loved one like happened before....
I do not know if I have mentioned this but while I was in Iraq I lost a girlfriend, another girlfriend suicided because I wasn't around; and then my fiance died and I couldnt even be there for her or with her... I am not about to loose someone else I love; even if it costs me my future; I will NOT let it happen.
If I get that 45 days crap, I can tell you right now... things are going to change around here; including myself
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Worry Of The Day~ Jail?
long time no update... and with good enough reasons at that. Well; finally they decided to take action towards me by giving me article 15... here is how Article 15's mean...
there are 2 types of article 15's, and here they are and how they vary.
Articles 15's punishment goes from
~15 days extra duty and 15 days of restriction OR 45 & 45 instead of 15
~Forfeit of a month or more of pay
~Reduction in rank, can be one rank or all the way to the first rank
~ If severe enough, bar from re-enlistment and getting kicked out of the army under dishonorable discharge (meaning that when I want a job I may not get it because I got kicked out of Army)
and well... yeah; but here is the thing. The grounds under which Im being punished are because I've missed formations because I was sleeping and disrespecting an NCO... I was really stressed that day and I couldnt take anymore BS from anyone... so this dude told me to do something stupid and I replied "Hell no!" and walked away.
Everything Ive done can be justified by my sleeping problem and personal and military stress that has been building up ever since Iraq. That is why Im seeing a psychologist and Im going to fight so I dont receive the Art.15... but if I do receive it, I probably will go to Court Martial because I'm going to fight this injustice.... but here is the catch about Court Martials... if I am found guilty, Im going to jail... at least that is what Ive heard.
This tuesday Im going to see a lawyer and get the whole picture on this case and what y options are. But u know what reaslly pissed me off? I went to the the mental doc, and after everything I said... personal stuff, about my cutting, Claire's death, about Kelly, about Jade; about everything... and I hate opening up to anyone or telling ppl my personal business.... well after 5 minutes he just said "you dont have a sleeping dissorder; you are fine"
motherfucking bullshit I say!, I almost cursed him out; but I just stood up and at the door I said "My blood is in your hands, not in mine"
yeah... Im screwed