Thursday, March 31, 2005
Punishment of the day... 250 word essay xD!!!
LMAO! I woke up at 1130... or should I say, 'woken up'.. I overslept and missed 2 formations >_>.. and all the punishment I got was to do a 250 word essay on the importance of being in time and stuff... pffft, whatever!
I live in trouble, so I might as well keep the tradition going, eh?.. just kidding. well, today I just cleaned weapons for about an hour.. and cleaned the 1sg weapon as a way of showing him that I apologize and stuff.. then played RE4, watched the Village (which the ending pissed me off) and it wasnt even scary!... I liked the story, just not the ending or the scarynes parts of it.... meh!
Talked to Kelly on MSN for a bit and stuff... not much tho. as expected, ah well... I beat the crap out of some guy that claimed to be the best in Mario kart 64 and golden eye xD!!! like totaly destroyed him. in Mario kart I beat him racing I got 1st place and he got like 4th o.0.... and then on battle, i beat him 4 to nothing xD!!!.... and in goldeneye.... lol!!!!!!!! he selected his best stage and I beat him 12 kills to 1 xD!!!
aaah yes.. havent lost my touch =]
Monday, March 28, 2005
Game Of The Day ~ Resident Evil 4
I beat it! yaaaaayy! that game is sooo awesome! =D!!!! took me 20 hours to do it, but its great ^__^ and the extras are cool too =D
Im broke T__T.. I spent all my money on my vacation xD.. ah well; Im broke again and it sux, but its nothing new ^^.. ho BTW, Now Im going to live in the US with my bro Karu (Grey) ^__^ I was supposed to be living with Ame, but she's gone now >_<! ah well... shit happens, yah?
Everything is cool around here and stuff, sleeping a lot; and staying awake alot as well xD.. Im so glad Im out of Iraq o.o
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Death Of My Life~ Amy
... Yes... Amy/Claire/Yuna Croft/Raine Loire.... has died... she died in her sleep the night of the 20th of March 2005, while she was sleeping... the cause... heart cancer; it got the best of her.. but she fought until the end... I love her.... and forever she will be with me, just as I will be with her for eternity...
Ive knwon that she had a time limit to her life... But I didnt want to let others know in here, because she didnt want others to know until she died... she didnt want to make others worry and bother her. And I can respect that... So ive been preparing myself for this moment.. but when I read her cousins Test message... it hit me hard... and I had to run out of work and break down and cry in a bathroom... I punched the shit out of a door... I got my knuckles bruised because of it.
Well... I am going to live life as she would want me to... without crying much, and without being down for long... she would want me to keep living my life normally, and remember her.... as long as I keep her in my mind, she will live.
Now is your turn to be my Angel and watch over me =]. I love you Claire.. and always will do
Monday, March 21, 2005
Game of The Day~ Resident Evil 4!!!
Wow, this game is great!... I LOVE IT! xD
Yesterday I went gokart with mah buddy Trevor and beat him by 1 sec xD, he doesnt admit defeat =p.. hehehe its fun. hmmmm. Just in case u all wonder how I can be happy at this time, or whatever.. it is because that is her wish. For me not to worry, and live my life normally, not stress out over it and keep going no matter what... live my life like if it was not only my own, but someone elses as well.
confused yet? thought so.. I like to speak in riddles for those that dont know whats going on xD... U all like "WTF is he on about?"!... and its fun xD.
Anyways... Ofcourse I am sad and worried, but I wont let that ruin these days of late, because.... well, because it is a wish someone made.
Right now, I kinda left AWFF, Im not posting there except for the bye thread and the AWFF Magazine ^^, i got a job to perform after all, and I hate lettin ppl down! it sux.
Well, today we had the urinalisis test >_>.. hope I dont come hot because of that lil marihuana that I took a month ago >_<! it was my first andiot sucked! so I dont want u guys to think Im a crack head xD... I just want to try everything in life, at least once ^^
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Game Of The Day ~ FFXI
hello.. I still dont feel like explaining my trip to you guys, lol.. sorry xD
Well, the last days have been ok I guess; some things have been going on, but thats a secret =p I have a beard xD! I havent shaven for like 6 days, hehehehe... and I also need a hair cut and some other stuf xD! I'm a baaaaad soldier ^_^, and I take pride in it, har har har. Life would be too boring if everything went as others wanted it to go, right? always worried about pleasing others, even if you dont like it?. Nah, that's not my style any longer.. it used to be once, but screw ppl now ^^.
Just one person is exempt on this, and I'll do anything for her.. you all know who it is =] I got some news about her as well, but everything is top secret. so screw you ppl! mwahahhhaha!, bet u would like for me to tell you whats going right? well tough luck! that wont be happening any time soon xD!
Well, today has been pretty boring.. only fun thing that happened was FFXI ^__^ I created a new female character on FFXI, and her name is one that is pretty familiar ^^ I had a great time with someone that thinks Im a girl in RL xD!
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Event Of The Day~ Return 'Home'
Yups, my travel days are over and my vacation as wel... Im going back to Germany now. Im in singapore at the moment, just waiting for the plane back xD.....
A lot of shit has been going on... A lot of big things... which I will mention when the time comes... but for now; it's all top secret =p and u guys know how I like to talk about stuff *rollseyes* riiight... so yeah...
Cant say it's good to go back to Germany... but it's good to sleep on my own bed and have my own things again
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Country Of The Day~ New Zealand!!
Wow... a lot has happened, and a lot of places have been seen since I last posted xD... I will give full detail of everything and my trip when im dont with the vacation and have some free time to do so xD...
Basically, I've met.... :Lani, leah, tom, Rinoa, Amero, Amiel, olek, Vrante... and I think thats it >_>... sorry if Im missing someone =]... Im really tired and its hard to remember xD.. right now Im in New Zealand, checking out the internet with Rinoa (Evinta) in an internet cafe ^_^; she's cool... I'll give more info on the trip laters, like I said hehehehhee
FUN!
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Person Of The Day ~ Tom!!
Cooolz, I just met up with Tom over here in England xD We Drank some Hot Chocolate, took pics of each other with mobiles, walked around for a bit; talked with Kelly/Amy/Leah on the phone. It was cool ^^
Only thing is that this town doesnt have much to do O_O... I was lucky to find Internet access in the Library =], also in here they gave me directions to 2 hotels that I can use for the night ^__^, and then tomorrow, I'm meeting up with Tom again ^^, then Im heading to London and then Exeter to meet up with Lani and Leah =]!! Should be cool!! I might get my tongue repierced ^^.
But onto the important stuff... I called Kelly (thanx Tom for calling her for me) and she was pissed as I figured she would be >_<! and yeah she got the right to be =/... I'll be eternally sorry for the lack of communication. I fucked up and I was an Ass... But Im willing to get back up together =[... hopefully, she'll be alright with it >_<!
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Game Of The Day~ Furcadia
booooring, I dont really feel like updating today either =p
hmmm played Furcadia for a lil bit, its only fun if u play with someone else =].. also I got my plane tickets for England and New Zealand.. so it's official... IM GOING! and it wasnt as expensive as I thought it would be, so its cool ^^.
hmmmm.. what else?...nuttin, just been playing Viewtiful Joe 2 and FF4.. GOD IM BORED!
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Sickenss of the Week~ Amnesia
ah well, I hurt my head and got amnesia for a while, not much to talk about cuz there isnt anything to say =p...
I finally watched Angel season 5.. I watched it all night until 11am xD... didnt sleep cuz I couldnt wait til I saw how the series ended... and it was so sad! I cried... but more than tears, my lower lips and jaw trembled and the sadness of it all ;,;... sad really...
Hmmm, lets see what else... of yeah! I got the Gameboy DS in my hands ^^ its pretty awesome the Metroid Demo ^__^. and then while online to eat some dude came to me and gave me a slap in the wrist cuz I was wearing my piercings on base... pffft, like I care really. its just an eyebrow and a ear, and it looks good... so screw u old fashioned army guy!
hmmm n as for the ret of whats been going on.. it doesnt really matter much, I just know that I'm a lil different now