Tuesday, August 31, 2004
*SiGh*, work work work... SUX! well, let's see, I was lied to again which pisses me off.... I had the guy that gives me time limits online that night... so I could only be on for 2 hours... and the internet went down after just 1 hour.... which pisses me off... people dont keep their word, which pisses me off... they made me empty my room and walk a mile with 4 bags that weight about 100lbs total... on the sun... a lot of heat... sweaty lots.... which pisses me off.... AWFF is down again... that pisses me off also.
Damn man... Army is but a bunch of pissing me off =/, Only good thing that I got around here is internet and Videogames, and they are trying to prevent me from going to those! gaaaah!.. and if you are wondering... I included Amy as Internet =), I adore her... *sigh*
Im hungry.... -.-
Fricking update... Anyways, I was online typing this when all of a sudden Ayala came into the cafe and started yelling at me "Get the fuck off that computer and come with me!"
So ok, I went with him and he started screaming at me "Who told you you could leave your room?".. and Im like "No-one told me I couldnt leave =p"
ah well, in the end he made me go to the room and stay there like a little kid and told me I was banned from the internet... which also pisses me off... but you know me and my charisma (others call me a manipulator).. so I was 'nice' and all, and I can go online again xD!!! lil f*cker =p
Monday, August 30, 2004
Well, it's been uneventfull, Had the day off so didnt really do much or get into any more trouble =p.. all I did was play Triple Triad Online with Mosh and Tom! It was pretty cool ^_^; then I found someone else to play with online and I got up to 30 wins and 0 loses.. and I got all the lvl 1 to lvl 5 cards =)... and if that wasnt enough I got 2 summon cards >=D
ah well... talked with Amy last nite again as ussual, but this time there is some things to tell ^__^, she told me a lil bit more about her past, which made me feel stupid to say somethings before I knew... and then her dad came online and talked with me xD, we talked some and it just came out... So now he knows Im his daugthers Boyfriend and he is completely cool with it ^__^... Im happy
Sunday, August 29, 2004
meh, I think that today was my last day guarding prisioners... cuz I got the next day off and I believe that we leave for my other camp the day after.. soo. YAY! xD... I made them respect me yesterday BTW... I told him off saying that it isnt fair that I pull so many hours of guard while others just sleep and stuff... so today he didnt even bother me at all ^^, he could of have waken me up to take the prisioners to the shitters, but he let me rest...
hmmm today has been pretty boring... other than being LVL 500 in disgaea, there is noting new really, had fun with Martin on MSN, and Amy got stressed out cuz he was making fun of my name >_<!, but I dont care to much cuz he is a good friend =)... but I still had to tell her not to be telling everyone about my name O_O... I guess I got her pretty down... sorry Amy! I love you, cheer up!
oh yeah . had to clean my room up.. I dont even sleep there, but I got my baggage there so had to pack everything and clean my side ^^, Im ready to go back man... I wont be as active online as I was over here.... but I'm getting anoyed at these people -;-
Saturday, August 28, 2004
I- A-m -p-i-s-s-e-d o-f-f.... Just in case I need to spell it out for you... I am so pissed. You know there are these times when I get pissed and I still act like myself right? well, they are about 1 more mistake closer to bringing my other self out... and they REALLY dont want that... because that other self that I like to call Squall; doesnt give a shit about consequences or friends.... all he cares about is to make others pay for making me suffer and make them respect me the hard way, have payback on them if you wish.
They take advantage of the kind me, who tolerates a lot of they stupid shit... well Im telling you right now, one more time and Im snapping and hitting them right on their face... and I am telling them this tomorrow as I go to work -.-...
wanna know why Im pissed? 1 there is no more PS2's and no more internet for the whole day eysterday.. so ok, I'm gona go sleep. guess what, they locked me out of the room so I go to sleep at work right? and guess what? they wake me up all pissed cuz I slept there.. I mean WTF!? so they make me escort 22 prisioners to the medical center 1 by 1 to get a check up, it took me until 3am to end... so when I ask for someone to bring me a plate of food while I work, they say 'Oh, wait until someone comes back and he will relieve you so you can get food"
I mean WTF you lazy bastard!? you guys always get food for everyone, and now you want me to go there just because you are too fucking lazy or just dont feel like doing me a favor? so Im like "Pfft, nevermind then!"
Him: "But you just said you were hungry"
Me: "And I just said Im ok now, so nevermind"
Him: "But if you are hungry you should go"
ME: "I said IM fine now, so dont push it alright?"
Him: "I think you should go get food"
He: "What fucking part of Im alright now did you not understand?!?! I said Im fine now so stop bothering me, DAMN!"
And I walked away -.-... so ok fine, after Im done at 3 am they wont let me take a nap and one of the bosses tell me "You have guard at 745 am until 945 am ok?"... so fine I went and tok a lil nap and at 545 he wakes me up "You are late man, I told you at 545"
Me: "WHAT!? you told me at 745, Im not crazy dammit"
him: "No, I remember telling you blah blah"
Me: "Whatefuckever man"
So I went up there to pull a suposed to be 2 hour guard.... you know? It is 945 and nofucking body came to release me.. so I tok all my shit and left... on my way out another dude is like "Hey man I'll take your next shit"...I didnt even reply and just walked off...
I've been watching prisioners genitalz for 5 hours straight and then this bullshit... and if things couldnt get worse, they moved the internet 2 miles away from before.. so I have tol walk a loooong way to come online... and you know what? Im glad I only ahve 3 more days in this stupid place... -.-
Thursday, August 26, 2004
nothing much to say... other than I slept only 2 hours... I had a nice convo with Lani last nite after Amy suddenly left T__T, we talked for.... hours I dunno xD; she cool, and like I said Lani... I may not tell you things because Im too nice like you say.. but I dont lie, and so I tell you that I don't think you are one now ^__^
Hmmm, My memory card got jacked T__T so no more PS games! noooOOOoooOoo... this suck tottally and uberly, I had EVERYTHING in the game... and someone stole that shite... damn, pisses me off, but like I say "Easy come, easy goes" ah well.... also it seem people have been exchanging PS2 here at teh PS2 room, so now they closed it until further notice.. which means.. no more Videogames for me! nooOoooOOOo... this is sucking a lot... *sigh*
Wish Amy was here.... or Kelly...
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
I'm so hating the Army right now... If I wasn't who I am and have my charisma and know the right things to say most of the times.. then I would of have been banned from the internet -.-.
Ok, here it is... you all know that I hate shaving... I mean my hair grows so quick! so in like 1 day it seems that I hadnt shaved in 2 >_<, so you can imagine what a pain in the ass it is to always be shaven.. anyways; one of my bosses caught me and told me to shave, blah blah blah then he told another one of my bosses, blah blah blah and now they were talking about punishing me, I mean WTF!? chill out man, its not like we are back at Germany where we have to look pretty... gimme a break we are in Iraq! we are fighting for our lifes and they are gonna fuck me up about not shaving for a couple of days? thats crap!
So Ayala told me he was gonna punish me and he was going to ban me from the internet O_O, Im like O_O!! and thinking to my self "I'm going anyways!"... so after a little talk with some other boss he told me that my new interenet hours would be from 1pm to 5pm....ooooh no you dont. I grabbed my boss to the side and here goes the convo...
Zanza: "You are only going to make worse, I just lost the little bit of respect I had for you"
Ayala: "What? You cant talk to me like that? so what you are going to get mad that Im punishing you for not shaving?"
Zanza: "I dont care if you punish me with whatever else, but internet is sacred, you can't take that away, not only because of me... if you do it, Im only going to get more pissed and go anyways, then you will have to punish me again"
Ayala: "Oh so what? you want me to be nice with you while I get my ass chewed by them for you not shaving? I dont think so"
Zanza: "I told you, I dont care if you give me punishment, but not the internet... I dont give a fuck, I'll shave twice a day if I have to, but do NOT mess with the internet"
Ayala: "So you are promising me that you will shave twice a day... and if I catch you not shaven then Im giving you article 15 and taking your rank and money away"
Zanza: "Fine then! I dont care, yeah whatever I'll shave twice a day"
Ayala: "Ok then... just dont let me catch you again"
If I was some other guy and not who I am, I would of have lost the internet and my only way to talk to my loved ones -.-... I cant have that, I dont care if I get kicked out of the Army... they would do me a favor if they did kick me out =p.... anyways, it's been a long day and Im still kinda pissed, but proud of myself for not having punishment xD *pats own back*
Monday, August 23, 2004
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I did it again! Im so stupid! dammit, I deleted my post again! fuuuck now I gotta type all the stuff that I typed >___<... AGAIN! ok here we go*sigh*
yesterday morning I worked my ass off by carrying 200 cases of 10+bottles of water for like 100mtrs each time I carried one =p I was so tired that after that I took a shower and passed out on a couch watching the olympics at 2pm.. next thing I know is that its still the olympics but it was 10pm!! =O! dammit, I was late for work and they didnt let me come online>_
OK a couple fo nights ago I was feeling bad, Kelly had returned from some vacations (which I didnt know about) and the first thing she hears from me is 'Im with Amy now' ... pfft, great welcome eh? >_< I just didnt want to act all hypocrit like everything was cool and then come out with it, you know? I prefered to just spit it out cuz I do consider u one of my best friends if not the best Kelly.. things of the present dont change the past or the feelings; all they do is make us older.... I did what I thought was best and I'll live with the consequences of what I have done... *sigh*... but it did hurt me more to talk to Daniela later that day and she telling me that Kel made an excuse not to go with her and get her belly button pierced. -.-... sorry again
I didnt know about ur email anyways, I thought u just didnt want to talk to me, but I did give warning in the blog =p.. ah well, whats done it is done... I just didnt think that it would hurt so bad when I told u -.-..bleeeeh... anyways, on a happier note, FF8-2 is soon moving to the new domain! a couple of weeks more and everything turns a new!~ Im so excited about that ^__^ and yesterday I beat FFVIII again =)..
Saturday, August 21, 2004
w00t! =) Amy is back, her cousin is well, I slept all night at work yesterday, I found out new secrets in ff8 about laguna's past after the Statue for him is complete at Shumi village, Im about to beat FF8 again, I talked to Amy at a time when she isnt usually on and told me that she just needed to talk to me, I saved a girls life possibly, been talking to cloey lately, she is nice... Phoenix had a baby! =D, I scored 100% on Hinata's test and Amy's as well... hmm... well. These last few days have been good ^^
I cant really complain about my life, Im happy and in love, I am loved, my job lets me sleep during it xD, making new friends... only thing that is kinda pissing me off today is that someone ate my breakfast! xD; but it's all good =)... I have to quote someone who is becomming my fave character of all time... VERY close to Squall, wqell you know what they say.. like father like son right?
"HEART! The Heart is what brings everyone together!"
Thursday, August 19, 2004
5100 VISITS!!!!!!!
I got a lil worried cuz I hadnt seen Amy online for 2 days in a row O_O! and I was rite, something had happened o.o her cousin got into a car accident and he is only 6 years old, so she's been staying around the hospital a lot to keep him company... I have to say... Not a lot of people are like her; spend days there to cheer him up, make him happy even though she could just 'go one day wish him luck and quick recovery and then go home'.. And I like that about her... alot!
Well, I've been telling Kel to reply to my email of like 2 weeks ago, but she either doesnt want to or hasn't come online... either way I said I was gonna say it so here it is. Amy and I are going out, well not exactly going out cuz we aren't together xD... but you know what I mean. She is just too much and deserves a lot more than what the world has given her; prime example is her cousin. She really wants to speak to me, but she is willing to put a hold on that just to stay with him, and that is a lot... I don't think I would of have done the same thing... maybe I would, maybe I wouldnt.. all I can say is that if I was there, I would spend the night over at the hospital with her as well.
Didnt really wanted u to find out like this, but I did give warning =p... Just think about what I asked you to do in one of the last Emails and you will understand why.... But My mind is set now, no doubt in it... Im with Amy now and that is how it's going to be until the end... no matter who or what gets in the way =)
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
try this Amy! mwahahahah!
Actually anyone can take my test xD!
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server was down all day yesterday -.-.... but they supposely fixed it =p... I'll be witness to that! aaah, anyways, I slept over the Library again today xD! this time someone was on the couch, so I just laid down behind the couch and slept on the floor for about 6 hours lol!... yeah I'm tired.\par
anyways, I've been watching Witch hunter Robin and Berserk (animes) while robin gets dull in the 3rd DVD, it makes up for it at the end of it and in the 4th ^__^... also I beat Super Smash TV and Megaman Zero 2... and I got 87% on FFX-2! =o!... hmm what else? been playing SWAT for PS2... anddd.. ACE Combat 4... its pretty good ^_^
Went to take a shower today that I finally got my clothes back from the laundry place and guess what... I was ready and naked in the shower... and when I went to turn in the water.... there was none! AAHHH!! Im stinky and there is no water T__T... I looked at myself in the mirror and.. Im digusted with my looks -.-... I've been slacking off, by not doing excersices and eating a lot.. and now I got this belly and rolls on the sides... when I get back to my other base in 2 weeks Im gonna start going to the gym and running around like crazy..
bleh, I just ate and Im feeling weird... lately cigarrets are starting to annoy me, starting to taste awful and gime some stomach aches.. so Im gonna cut back on it -.-... Kelly, reply to the email, I really dont want u to find out in the blog =p... but tomorrow I'll tell
Saturday, August 14, 2004
... STUPID SERVER PIECE OF CRAPPO! I would say a lot more, but I keep in mind there are ladies around =p... all day for hours the internet has been acting up and I couldnt talk to ppl online nor update this, nor email.. nothing! it sucked.. well at least I got to play some more FF8 and FFX-2 ^___^... but still! :@... well anyways, today I got the day off and what do I get> a server that acts up and dont let me talk online! arrrrgh #$)&%&%^#**+()
*takes deep breath* *exhales*... meh -.-... if this keep going I might as well just leave for the night and watch new animes ^^... someone here has berserk and 3 dvds of Robin ^___^... should be pretty amusing tonite =) SERVER JUST WENT DOWN AGAIN, YOU PIECE OF SHIT!.... GGGRRRR... this thing is driving me crazy -.-... not only me, but Amy also...
Hmmm, Kelly hasn't replied to mah Email... (its been like a week already) and I was gonna wait until she replied back to tell her about it, but meh... REPLY TO THE EMAIL KELLY OR I'LL SAY IT HERE =P!! *waits for the server to get back online...*
Friday, August 13, 2004
-.-... amazing... simply amazing! how many stupid people does it take to ruin someone's day? I'll tell you how many... just as soon as I figure out how many people are in the Army =P!! yeah thats right, remember the 11th when I 'missed' the workers? well, yesterday I had to go there again, this time at 8:30 am... you know, so I was there at that time and I waited for 45 minutes for those guys to come and they never showed up... so at 9:15 I went back to tell them that no-one showed up right?
Im there at 9:20 with Jones and I explained... and he looked at me weird... so I told him "hey, if you want me to I'll go back and wait some more" and he said "no, no, you are a man of your word and it's ok"... after that he went ahead and called the HQ and asked about the workers... and they told him that they were there! O_O... I mean WTF?... so he told Ayala to go with me and make sure that I wasn't lying....
I mean... WTH happened to "you are a man of your word and it's ok".. ok whatever.. so we went back an the guys were there waiting for me.. -.-... they were where I was waiting for them about 30 minutes ago! grrrr... stupid Iraqui ppl.... anyways, they made me watch em til 10 and then Ayala told me to watch them again from 2 pm to 4 pm -.-.... sigh... baka...
I did as I was told and then Im all excited cuz I'm getting ready to go to the internet and talk with Amy on MSN!, but wait... nope, they told me that the rooms were looking like shit and no-one could go nowhere til it was clean T___T... bleeeh! so by the time they checked, it was already time to go to work at night! so meh! I havent had any sleep so I tried to take a quick nap before going online at midnight.... BUT I overslept and woke up at 2:30 >
anyways, that was yesterday.. now today! maaaan, again we had to be inspected at 1900... so I went online but guess what... as I was replying to A greeting card the server went down... and it went down for hours >_
And now Im finally online O_O! talking to Ami as usual =)... still wondering where other people online are >_
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
How can something turn from "I fucked up" to "I couldn't of have done a better thing"? Well, maybe it wasn't the best thing to do, but it sure does feel right ^__^ and I'm sure someone can agree with me =).. anyways, that was a good day yesterday night... but this morning... omg, I was about to smack my boss -.-... he is so imbecil. First Ayala tells me I gotta watch the kids from 9 am to 12 am... so I ask the big boss Jones...
Zanza: hey, so I got that thing from 9 to 12 right?
Jones: at 10
Zanza: So from 10 to 12?
Jones: *Nods*
Zanza: ok cool
And everything was great until it was 9am.... I told em that Jones had told me at 10, but they drove me there anyways... noone was there of course and I was starting to get pissed cuz they didnt mind what I said -.-... so anyways after 15 mns of waiting we went back and Jones was all pissed off yelling at me...
Jones: Come over here Zanza
Zanza: o.0...k..
Jones: why the fuck are you using my name saying that you had to be there at 10?!
Zanza: Because that is what you told me when I asked you last nite
Jones: Bullshit, you were supposed to be there at 830am not at 10, you were supposed to have been relieved at 10!
Zanza:... hmmm no, Ayala told me at 9 and I asked you and you told me at 10, I never heard anything about 830
Jones: WHAT!? When did I say at 10? blah blah blah blah blah blah
Zanza: *rolls eyes* yeah ok
Jones: Dont you roll your eyes at me! *pushes table towards me and hits my legs but I dont move or flinch one bit but I stare at him*
Zanza: look, I'm telling you what you an Ayala told me, got a problem? then blame him not me, I didnt know shit.
Jones: you are crossing the line, disrespecting me, blah blah blah
Anyways, that #$%^&*( pissed me and then after he talked to Ayala he came almost apologizing to me cuz he realiced it wasn't my fault... I'm like, 'whatever dude'.... bleh, *punches Jones* or wish I could without getting in trouble ^^
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Como algo se puede transformar de "La cage" a "No pude haber hecho nada mejor"? bueno, tal vez no sea la mejor cosa que hacer, pero seguro que se siente tan bien ^__^ y estoy seguro ke alguien puede decir que estoy en lo cierto=)... bueno eso fue ayer en la noche... pero esta manana... dios mio, estuve apunto de patear a my jefe -.-... El es tan Imbecil. Primero Ayala me dice que tengo ke vigilar a los iraquies de 9 a 12... asi ke le pregunte al gran jefe Jones...
Zanza: Hey, asi ke es de 9 a 12 verdad?
Jones: a las 10
Zanza: asi ke de las 10 a las 12?
Jones: *nodea*
Zanza: ok, bien
Y todo estuvo bien hasta ke fueron las 9... Les dije ke Jones me habia dicho a las 10, pero me manejar hasta alla de todas formas... nadie estaba ahi por supuesto y yo estaba comenzando a arrecharme por ke no escucharon lo ke les decia -.-... asi ke en fin despues de 15 mins de esperar, regresamos y Jones estaba todo arrecho y me me gritaba...
Jones: Ven aca Zanza
Zanza: o.0... ok...
Jones: por que diablos estas usando mi nombre cuando les dices que tenias ke estar ahi a las 10?
Zanza: Por ke eso fue lo ke me dijistes ayer en la noche
Jones: Mojon, se suponia que tenias ke estar ahi a las 830 no a las 10, se suponia que te ibar a reemplazar a las 10!
Zanza: hmmm no, Ayala me dijo a las 9 y yo te pregunte y me dijistes a las 10, nunca escuche acerca de las 830
Jones: QUE!? cuando dije yo y que a las 10? blah blah blah blah blah
Zanza: *rollseyes* aha, ok
Jones: no me 'rolleyes' a mi! *empuja la mesa hacia mi y me pega en las piernas, pero yo no me muevo para nada y me lo quedo viendo*
Zanza: mira, te estoy diciendo lo que me dijo Ayala, algun problema? entonces culpalo a el no a mi, yo no sabia un cono.
Jones: te estas pasando, me estas faltando el respeto, blah blah blah
En fin, ese #$%^&* me arrecho y despues de ke el hablo con Ayala el vino y casi ke se disculpo conmigo por ke se dio cuenta ke no fue mi culpa... yo estoy y ke, 'whatever, dude'.. bleh *golpea a Jones* or quisiera hacerlo sin meterme en problemas ^^
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Can someone spell "I fucked up"? Bleh, Sorry... it's just that it feels like that is what I did... cant really say in here because of someone's eyes lurking around. But the person that is reading this should know what Im talking about; hmmm, you said if it was that Important to me I should tell you right? well that is why i did it o.o... cuz it is important. Meh; which way is it to hell? do taxi's take you there or I just have to walk?
*sigh* it's ok with whatever you reply with, because I do understand your feelings, even if then it seemed I didn't... ahhhh! but it does irk me that I had to go before at that time -.-.. don't feel obliged that you have to agree with it. I understand...
bleh, I'm out sorry to confuse you guys
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Alguien puede deletrear "La cage"? Bleh, perdon... es solo ke se siente ke eso fue lo que hice... no puedo realmente decirlo aki porke los ojos de alguien estan melodeando. Pero la persona ke esta leyendo esto deberia de saber de lo ke estoy hablando; hmmmm, tu dijistes ke si era tan importante para mi, yo deberia de decirtelo, verdad? Bueno por eso fue ke lo hice o.o... por que es importante. Meh; cual es el camino al infierno? hay taxi's que me lleven para alla o tengo ke caminar?
*suspiro*esta bien cualquier cosa con la que me respondas, por ke yo si entiendo tus sentimientos, aunke pareciera ke entonces no lo pareciera.. ahhh! pero me molesta ke tuve ke irme en ese instante -.-.. no te sientas obligada a aceptar. Yo entiendo...
Bleh, me voy, perdon por confundirlos
Monday, August 09, 2004
OK! so today I slept over at the prision for some more time hehehe I was completely being lazy you know? ^__^v. It's just that I was online all night or at elast until 3 am and I didnt really work, when I went to work, that is when I went to sleep... until about 2pm hehehehe I didnt do shit! so whatever, I went online again and talked to someone I havent sen in 5 years! Luis Manuel! =) a friend from Venezuela =D. We talked for a while and stuff, it was cool.
then came complete and total boredom... didnt feel like playing games, didnt feel like going online, Im done watching season 6 of Buffy... *sigh* so all I had left to do was sit here doing nothing and just thinking about Kelly and Amy and stuff.. I hate it when I get to think too much; it makes things more complicated, you know? but then Boggs saved me with Megaman collections har har har! so I was playing and then came Amy online on MSN and Im talkin to her now... =)... today I got the day off and Im hungry T___T... BTW my games are still missing, but Dykes said that he may know where they at -.-
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OK! asi ke hoy yo dormi en la prision por mas tiempo jejeje yo estaba siendo completamente flojo, sabes? ^__^v. Es solo ke yo estaba enlinea toda la noche or por lo menos hasta las 3am y yo no trabaje realmente, cuando me fui al trabajo, ahi fue cuando me fui a dormir... hasta las 2pm hehehehe! no hice mierda! asi ke nada, fui en linea otra vez y hable con alguien a kien no habia visto en 5 anos! Luis manuel! un amigo de Venezuela =D. Hablamos por un rato y nada, fue arrecho.
Y despues vino el aburrimiento total... no me sentia como jugar videojuegos, no me sentia como irme en linea, termine de ver la temporada 6 de Buffy... *suspiro* asi ke todo lo que me kedaba era sentarme aki sin hacer nada y pensar en Kelly y Amy y cosas... Lo odio cuando pienso mucho; todo es mas complicado, sabes? Pero entonces Boggs me salvo con Megaman collections har har har! asi ke estuve jugando y entonces Amy vino en linea en MSN y estoy hablando con ella ahora ... =)... hoy tengo el dia libre y tengo hambre T___T... por cierto mis juegos todavia estan perdidos, pero Dykes dijo ke el sabe donde estan -.-
Porcierto, si te lo estas preguntando Goth, yo estoy en la armada de los estados unidos, ahora estoy en Iraq y estoy de guardia de prisioneros... y tengo 22 =)
Sunday, August 08, 2004
HEY! since now I have a new reader that speaks more Spanish than English, then Im making the blog biliingual ^__^ should be interesting to see for how long can I do this without getting annoyed and run out of time jejeje
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HEY! ya que ahora tengo una persona ke habla mas espanol ke ingles, entonces estoy haciendo el blog bilingue ^__^ deberia de ser interesante ver por cuanto tiempo puedo hacerlo sin ke me de fastidio y ke se me acabe el tiempo jejeje
And if it wasn't enough to get 400 visits in just a week... well I got 130 in just one day O_O!!! something is going on.. not even I am so popular =p... now I wonder what kinda people read my blog xD!
Ok, so yesterday i had a talk with Amy and I told her that Mephy had told me that she said she hated me.. well I told her what he said and I had to leave real quick for work, so we didnt finish talking about it. Meh, seems like she took it hard cuz she was hurt cuz it seemed I was mad at her or something (you know, with me leaving all of a sudden thing and me 'believing' she hated me) nah! I was just saying what he said o.o
Kelly, gave me a good round of .... what is the word Im looking for?... I dunno, but anyways, it's me being there all the time when in reality Im not o.o... if it doesntmake sense to you, then there is no reason to explain =p. but I had a dream that I was in some sort of Army base and then I saw a sign in a building that said "Zanza comes here" so I went inside and told me I was Zanza.. and well, the receptionist told me that the police was looking for me; I asked the police from what country, but she didnt know... bleh, I walked away and said 'whatever' but it felt really bad inside cuz it seemed so real, and the fear was real too as I knew the reason why they were there for...
yeah that's right, it scared me; the thought of knowing they were taking me away -.-... meh, whatever. Just a dream; and now I am happy... sort of... well, happier than how I was a few months ago anyways... But now I found my memory card... but I cant find my games! T__T if I lost em Im really gonna be down for a looooong time
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Wow.. feck! O_O! in just a week 400 people have checked my blog out O_O!... I remember it being 4000 the 30th of last month.. and today it's 4400!!. I must be getting popular or something xD! *bows to everyone*
Well ok, so here is the deal; last night I asked to get some time off work since everyone seems to do so when they aren't really doing anything.. and they ussually stay off work for hours... well I asked to have about 5 hours off because I didnt have guard until then... but they are like.. nope, only 2 hours O_O! WTF!.... theyn he is like "Oh, Im being nice ennough that Im letting you go for 2 hours so dont complain" ... pffft *british accent in play now* "WANKER!" lol
Bleh, so yeah I talk edo Amy in that perio of time, it was cool; then I went to finally beat Rise to Honor, but some MOFO turned the PS2 off justas I was in the last guy! AARGHHH!! I wanted to slap the shit out of him -.-... bleh, so at 6am I had guard in the tower.. which we dont really do anything up there, so I went to sleep while in the tower... 15 minutes later one of the bosses came and woke me up and he is like "Dont let me catch you asleep again!"
~Me: uh-huh.. ok....
then 10 minutes afterwards I went to sleep again xD!! sucker... Now I've been watching Buffy season 6 and it's pretty cool so far, beggining of the series made me cry and now it made me laugh with all the singing xD!! I got bored so I tried to play some more PS2... BUT MY MEMORY CARD IS GONE!!! T____T... I gotta find it, I got liek super dupper important game files in there :'(
Friday, August 06, 2004
Hey whats up!? surprised to see a new background? =p well me too kinda xD... I've been trying for a while to figure out how to make my own background and there it is!, So I gotta make some changes now, like the color of the shoutbox ^_~. Anyways, I had the day of before yesterday.. and I stayed awake all day, and all night... kinda got depressed around Amy that night I was off; but I have the right to be that way ; so I don't wanna hear no-one's bitching when I get moody... I deserve it... well and that same night I went to watch TNBC but I fell asleep in the library's couch ZZZzzz... woke up 8 hours later cuz someone came in xD so I went right back to posting in the RP and playing videogames O_O!... I beat FIFA 2004, now Im playing Chaos Legion, Megaman collections and FF8 (again)... I still have to beat Rising to Honor, but they wont get off the damn PS2 at nights! grrr... Anyways, I finally got the domain for our site working!!! whooHOOO! Tom was so happy, I mean he was only what? 12 when he made the RP? and well it has been kinda tough to keep the site living... like advertising, putting it on search engines, going to top 100's... it's been rough. It was a rough year... but I figured that having his own domain was kind of like a small dream he had... and when I think it that way... it really makes me happy that I helped make someone's dream come true =). That's it, I'm out!~
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
havent slept in like... *counts*... 24 hours, yeah 24 hours since I last slept.. and Im planning on staying awake for a few more hours... let's see, yesterday night I spent time with nice Iraqui workers, they invited me into their house and I sat down, they gave me some food that is a lot like Venezuelans, and also they gave me tea and we shared cigarrets, we talked for like 2 hours about stuff in iraq, our lives.. it was pretty cool =)
then I beat the crap out of other people in soulcalibur 2 xD! its fun to see them loose all the time =p it's like they hope to win xD! pitifull mortals lol.. anyways, I blame my moodyness now on lack of sleep, so anything I said will be accounted for and caused by lack of sleep. *nods*
I got a secret blog O_O... everyone should know it.. but no-one can
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
AAAHHH! no sleep almost ^^, I live jacked now.. (online) =p
Some times I do get a lil depresed, but lately I've been having fun and some freedom.. but today I got pissed cuz me work on shifts rite? well Im always on time but they are always late relieving me; so I said fuck it and just left the place Im supposed to guard when my time was up.... they all got pissed at me and I started to curse them out xD! they are like.
Him~ "You aren't supposed to leave your post! blah blah blah!"
ME~ "I'm supposed to get fucking relieved on time dammit! so what you need to fucking do is to be on time, thats what you guys fucking need to do"
and I walked away; once back to where we sleep at, I locked the door because I knew he would want to talk to me later... and sure enough, 5 minutes afterwards he knocked on the door =p... but I just layed there in my bed listening to music... hehehe sucker. See if they dare to be late again!
but anyways today I talked with Gelvis (skool mate from Venezuela) and he gave me a couple of links ^___^, of where all my old skoolmates are at, and the other one is of a site of maniac mansion games.. they got like 1000 games! =o!!! its awesome... and yesterday nite, ppl challenged me in soulcalibur 2.... wrong move pals.. I never lost a game .. and we played between me and others 30 games =)... hehehe, dont mess with the mastah!
Sunday, August 01, 2004
hehe, yesterday night was cool at the prision guard thing (D-Cell). I mean, I played soulcalibur against 2 ppl and I completely destroyed them ^___^, then played mortal kombat 4 (which I never played before) and I won most =p... then in the morning I played true crime for the first time ever and the guy that was playing it before me said "god! I've been playing this all night and you have been playing this 5 minutes and you are already better than me!"..... Well I don't call myself a videogame master for nothing =p.... And Boggs is just as good as I am =)... I'm happy I found a true rival on games, but close friend in rl ^__^.
also I was guarding some workers and they offered me cigarrets allll night long, and I can't turn them down you know! they would think we americans are mean or something... and also I let them play metroid on the GBA =).. I wanted to keep playing, but they never played a GBA before... so meh, I wanted to be nice to em...
Today Im not sleeping, it's 1515 and I haven't slept at all since the thign I put on my last update in here xD! I'm just a lil tired, not much.. but im HUNGRY!... bleh, been updating ff8-2 a lot lately, cleaning it up and still waiting for Amy to check it out see if she wants to join or not >_>... thats about it. byes!