Saturday, July 31, 2004
oh and about February... that kinda mean when u are 16 =p
ah well todya we got walked around the D-cell and bleh, nothing interesting really.. Im trying to get 100% on Metroid Zero Mision now (I got like 95 % now) andddd well been playing FIFA, been up allll night and morning.. I went to sleep at about 3pm for 30 mins then went to that tour thing... then slept for 3 hours... and here I am again xD!!!... now it's 330 am, and no-one is online...
Sigh... what else? well I've been cleaning FF8_2 rp out.. like closing old topics and moving them o.o... I just dont feel like RPing, but I want to be there at least ^__^... The Game Siren is getting on my nerves!~!~!~!
hmmm I talked to Momo-chan today! =D! she lives in Canada BTW, she said that she was gonna send me some anime DVDs ^___________^ thats so cool, she would actually be the first one to do so =)... hmmm read Amy's blog entry of the 30th, and I wont comment there cuz she didnt want me to hehehe; but I'll say something here then =p.
hmmmm, got nothing else to say really =/ here is ur turtle =p!
Friday, July 30, 2004
4000 visits!! xD... this is cool... and not cool at the same time =p.
Let's see, yesterday when I was done talking with Amy/Kelly on MSN, I went to sleep and just as I got undressed and under the covers and listening to Avril Lavigne to go to sleep... someone woke me up a couple of minutes after I closed my eyes! >=(, not only was I pissed, but he said I had to do fire guard (which means staying awake for 2 hours), I wasn't gonna go, but meh I just got promoted and I gotta make it lok like Im a LIL more responsible u know xD... I was planning on going to sleep after I reported in anyways hehehe.... but that sucker told me to stay with him in his office and help him out >_<! pissum maximum, and a while afterwards there was a shot out right outside in town, where we got prisioners, so I had to wake ppl up and drive them to the jail place, well after a lot of walking and pissing off I got off at 430am (I spent 2 and a half hours on duty instead of 2 -.-)
Slept until 730, packed, and slept some more =p, they woke me up cuz I was late for the convoy heading out, but I dont really give a fuck so *shrugs* anyways; got to the other base at 12 and had some lunch and my roomates are the people I wanted to be!, which is Dykes and Boggs (he is the videogame master like me xD!!) well we slept for a while, listened to adam sandler and went dinner, then played aaaallll night on the PS2's over here, went online for a lil bit and stuff.
Kel asked me if I still liked her... o.0... where did that come from? I thought we weren't gonna mention nothing about that topic til February... Well I guess she just needed to know to get some things out of her mind. Jade is over me (Im glad 4 her) and by the looks of things she's having a good time with Liam xD; she deserves it. Well, Ive been playing Siren and fifa 2004 all night (right now its around 7 am) and I think Im gonna go sleep in a few hours =p.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
*hugz back*
dammit, mah computer is fucked now... amy is so sick that she passed out... Kel is there but she isnt (dont ask me to explain that one)... Jade is, well gone o.o... peppy (my cousin cristina) hasnt come online so she hasnt sent emails... everything is falling apart again =p. Been there, done that. Yeah I kinda got used to it and starting new lifes over and over again. But it doesn't mean that I like it
anyways, now that u r confused by that, I'll tell u that 2morrow Im getting promoted; I got a new game called Siren.. its supposed to be scary, but meh... Saxton is back from vacations, same as Boggs (videogame master like me).. Brown was acting like Squall today.. he was avoiding everyone and didnt want to talk.. I sat next to him and he just stood up and sat somehwere else, Im dead serious, he was pissed big time, never seen him like that.
and saxton called me a freak because of the tattoos and piercings hehehhehe... fuck, Im shitty today... aaaaallllllll day...
Poor Amy... Im here for u, u know? anything u want... hopefully kelly hasnt forgotten that either *sigh*
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Im hating today...one of the most geh daysthat I've had in Iraq!... I Mean I talked with Amy til around 230am... and I went to sleep about that time;well you kown, I can handle a 5 hour sleep no problem =)... ut to my surprise they woke me up at 300am O_O!!!! and guess what! they held formarmation for everyone and they made us stay out of our rooms becuase they were going to check for drugs -.-... sooo, one by one they went to each others rooms and stuff, and at the end we stayed up all morning cuz at 9am I got mwr detail...
And so here I am, not only did I get no sleep, but Im not gonna get any tonight ewither because it is a 24 hour duty.. meaning I gotta stay awake for the whole 24 hours... and worst part is... INTERNET IS DOWN!or at least it was until now... 9 pm -.-... so I spent 12 hours of my life bored and almost passing out of tiredness... Im moody and I feel like bleh....
only good thing about today was talking to Amy til late this morning ^^... I sent Kelly an email and she hasnt replied yet o.0... Im guessing she is kinda busy with her dad and cant check email or atleast cant be bothered to reply fast *sighs*... no sleeep = me an ass and moody
Friday, July 23, 2004
heeeeeey! Its been a while, sorry xD... Just got back to mah base and stuff yesterday and bleeeeh, the story is too long to explain and write now xD... all I care about is the present rite now and today... like for example, Im talking with Amy rite now ^___^v... and I watched the last 4 episodes of Hellsing! w00tage!
hmmm oh yeah and they put me on fireguard yesterday night... which I spent online xD!, bleh screw army u know? Im doing what want around here.... well in a way anyways hehehe, like I still wear my eyebrow piercing and stuff... ohhh talking about piercings!!! =O!!! I ate my tongue piercing X.x.... I was eating and when I went to swallow... down it went T____T, it succcccks... the hole is gonna clooooose and I dun wannaaaaaaaaaa..... suuuux
today had water detail and bleh, everything seems so different. Am I a bad guy? yeah... Am I a good guy?... yeh.... yesterday people surprised me when I got back... Kiepler just ran to me and hugged me and stuff LOL!... and Guzman just went all crazy and stuff; everyone told me including himself that he was depressed when I was gone... and that when I came back he liven up a LOT! ...
Anyways I gtg now cuz someone wants o burrow mah comp to check their Email... cyas!
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
weird... I took this quiz with my First name, my middle name, Sanosuke and Zanza, and it all came up the same answer!!! here...
So I guess that's the real thing xD! ah well...
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Dont have much to tell really, been staying up late playing Mu and nothing... oh wait, a lil stupid story. I ordered a pizza, but I was short on cash xD! So I had to go downstairs and beg all my friends and ppl i know for like 3 days to gimme some money xD.. no-one had! O_O!! Except my good best friend since I was like8 years old 'Keiben' =)... I once had a gay dream about him; that I slept over his house and we kisses *throws up* eeewwww.... so yeah the guy of the pizzas got here in time and I almost couldt give him a tip xD...
bleh, and now today my mum wants me to take mah bro to see shrek 2 again -.-... I really dont feel like going out... Oh and I already beat Metroid zero mission.. it took me 3 straight hours to do it ^___^.
By request here is the Tongue piercing.... I wont be making a nipple one tho... at least not while Im in the Army ^__^
There are other 3 pics below this one...
This is mah new look, I got purplish hair, eyebrow and ear piercing but u cant see em well >_<!!
That'd be jack in my ribs xD...
This'll be the warui tattoo on my wrist...
That'd be my new pendant that means "Guardian Angel"
Monday, July 12, 2004
Well well... remember that I was gonna go watch that spidey 2 movey? well my bro got scared in the middle of the movie, so my mum left with him and I stayed.... I fell asleep during the movie! =o!! lol... first time Ive fallen asleep during a cinema >_
So I waited and waited and started to get worried about cristina cuz she was late o.o! bu well in the end she ame along ine and stuff ^^; so after hanging around for a few hours, we finally left!... I had to take out money, so cris stayed with e meanwhile theothers got their cars.... by the time We were done and went to look for em... they had left!!! so now we had no way of getting to the party xD~!.. we looked for Chell (dude that made my tattoo) but he already closed the store >_
I know some if not all of you are gonna be pissed or say 'yuck'... but without kidding..I smoked more than a pack of cigarrets xD!... remember the deal with cris right? she smokes I smoke? well kinda like that =p... she saw mah blue guy that Kelly gve me, and she fell in love with it! xD she started to make him dance and put him in all sorts of posses =)... Ok, so once we got to the party at about midnight I went to play pool and tagged with Chell, we both won like 3 games in a row and then some dudes kicked our asses >_
then cris started to tell me about the story of her life and her relationships and whats going on in her life at the moment... she said it was weird because Im family and stuff.. and not even that but, she was telling me more than she tells her best friends =)... she also admitted that she had smoked weed and stuff, and told me that the first time is bette, but the ones after are just bleh... I think that wendsday she is gonna try to find some for me so I try it out.. o.0... cant say Im complaining tho; there are only 3 mayor things in this world that I havent done... Drugs, Sex and Kill someone... oh yeah and also I showed my tattoo of jack to pretty uch everybody and the females were just dying because of it.. like "awww so cute! its awesome! I love it! blah blah blah"
So anyways, for sympathy I told he about mah dad and how I was living alone on the streets, and also what happened with Meia.. meh, it was an okish party; there was a swimming pool and everyone started to get in when we were leaving >_
Already at 5 am we got there and she was being all cute and stuff; telling me pretty much everyone that no-one else knows, things that she does now that no-one is aware off, she grabbing my hand and intertwinning fingers, then on the cab I layed on her legs and she just carressed me back and hair; it was pretty cool. butonce we got to the club she found the guy she loves and stuff, we danced for like 15 mins (which I suck at) and I saw her leave with him... I followed just so I didnt get let behind u know? but once I saw them sitting together and alone I just walked away to another corner by myself so I could be seen by her when she wanted to leave... after 15 mins she came back and was all excited about her convo... it seems like he declared his love for her also and well u know, seems like now they are gonna be a couple =)... kinda hurt a lil, but Im happy that she is happy ^__^....
I didnt want to tell her, but I got one of those bad feelings I get about things... and well I really dont see him and her lasting long >__
So today I woke up at 6pm and just played Metroid Mission Zero... and beat it already xD!!!... oh yeah I forgot to tell u guys. I brough :Orphen for PS2", "Lunar for GBA", "Metroid Zero for GBA" and 2 movies... "Hellsing and Gothika" ^___^...right now its like 1 am and Im not taht sleepy >_
Saturday, July 10, 2004
I did watch the frankenweenie and vincent movie xD!! I lakes berry muchos (I like very much).... welll lets see... *forgot...* OH YEAH! Went to watch spiderman2 which is AWESOME! and im gonna go see it again today ^^... also saw Shrek2 with mah mum and bro... it was pretty funny lol xD.. also in The Mall I got stared at people cuz of my looks =p... I love it... but it disturbes me too... I just ignore em; I walk past em as if I dont care and stuff.... then there were these 4 guys in leather jackets and wearing all black and hairdo's and sunglasses o.0.... I walked past them and they stared at me.. and then I noticed that I had just walked into a movie scene xD!!!
They filmed me and I kinda ruined the take.. but screw em! I looked better than those wanna bee's anyways xD!.... also went to this anime store and guess what I found.... SHIRTS OF JACK!! so I got me like 3 of em ^___^; Im wearing one right now =D...also they hd thisEdward action ifigure!!! but hey think it's for someone else already.. next week Im going there and find out if its taken or not and Ill buy ^__^.
what else? oh yeah ofcourse... I almst got sent back to Iraq because the US embassy said that I entered Venezuela illegally =O!!! or so they said.. but in the end they just tol me to get a Venezuelan passport and I would be good, if I had any problems that I should call em wendsday and they can help me leave and stuff o.0... pretty cool stuff xD!Im Illegal!!! well that seems to be my name now.... Zanza Illegal Leonhart =p... aint that just great!? *sarcasm*
Kel finally updated her blog and got her comp back ^___^ Im glad, cuz Im guilty for it, even if they say not to blame meh self.. also a good thing I heard Is that Jade is seeing someone else =)... well I should specify "Happy for her"... Yeah that sounds better =); I didnt wanna be some kinda door for her either, or something that would prevent things uknow?... hmmm...still makes me wonder if she is still my friend tho... I say yeah.... but u never know that after all this, she might have had a change of heart...
well, Im off to watch spiderman 2 again!! xD
Hehehe, I forgot to mention that when I went to El Avila I Iceskated for the first time ^___^, pretty cool xD kinda almost fell at the beginning, but then I was flying all over the place, and I mean it! it's so much like skating on the streets, so it didnt take me long to get used to it =), then I went wild and started to throw myself on the ice and slide all oveer the place and go super fast until some security dude came and told me to control myself cuz there were small kids *rolls eyes*..... well I did run over some kids xD! aaaaah funness ^.^''... so yesterday I ate sushi with mah granma and great granny, mariana, Cristina and mah mum/bro.. oooh sooo good the sushi... its godly ^__^ so well, later I went with Cristina to start my 'Jack Skellington Tattoo' ^_____________^!!!!!!!!! hehehe it was a PAIN! but it tickled and I couldnt help but laughin, so the dude told me to stay still many times xD! he is a very cool guy; he has a collection of like without kidding... about 300+ action figures of NBC, edward scissor hands, freddy kruger, and looooootz of other waaaaay awesome figures ^____^ Im about to steal one! =O!!! but I wont cuz he is such an awesome guy ^__^... anyways, when Im with Cristina I smoke when she smokes.. we got that deal going on... if she does it, then I do it too (sounds familiar?) =) she introduced me to another one of her friends and stuff and well she told me that she thought I was hot o.0.... riggght =p. Its pretty cool in that area, Im like know like every owner of stores xD they all cool. so well, today I went to the embassy to get mah passport, but they changed the timelines, so I gotta go again tomorrow =p...bleh, a pain, but hey... its more a pain to listen to mah mum rant and use the horn all the time on the road =S, Im about to break the horn just so I dont have to listen to it again xD... and then I went alone to the tattoo thingy and mwahahhaha! IT IS DONE! My Jack is done.. it is done ^___^ it looks cooooolz, everyone loves it, I showed it to everyone around the stores and everyone loves it ^___^. So nothing it'scoolz. After that on my way back home I dropped by a rental store and gues what I found... NBC!!! I joined and rented the movie just for that one xD.. I asked the guy if there was any way to buy it, but he said 'no.. only way is to rent it and not return it'.... so thats what Im gonna do!!!!!!!! xD!!!!, also i got a prepaid internet card so I can finally log on from my home ^^... and right now Im trying to get online as type this.... *sigh*... Oh yeah! tattoo was done on my right side ribcage... Kel must be wondering "what happened to no tatto's cuz of the model thing?" Well I say; fuck it!, i have em now cuz they mean something =).. and if it gets in the way I can always get it erased with Laser, so there is no big problem really; but I aint planning on taking it off unless its a must-do-thing.... , lets try going online again.... *tries*
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
oooh, just read something online of someone (wont say names)... makes me feel like... even if Im wanted I shouldn't exist... does that make sense to you?
sigh... I still do wonder how things will end; but Im trying to get my mind of things over here you know?... bleh whatever....
and nw for something random... everyday Ive been here I've drank alcohol o.o... never got tipsy or anything >_<!
hehehe... well Im kinda have a mind wall that is preventing me from remembering details of things from 3 days ago >_<! so ill say what I remember =) Well for starers, My ex hung up on me xD... so I guess she really dun wanna know nothing about me *shrugs*, yeah I can have that impact on ppl =P... ah well, her loss; I wont regret not having tried talking to her again =) Im runningout of money! =O! I mean cash... and my card doesnt wanna withdraw mney from the machines >_<! I wonder if I can still buy stuff with it >_<! if not, I may not be able to get my tattoos T____T... which sux a LOT! Ok, so the day after I wrote last I went to the top of el Avila (a mountain) on some sort of machine that goes on cables (think of FF9) took 15 mins to get up there and the view was awesome! one side of el Avila is the whole city and the other side you can see the beach and stuff; pretty awesome sight... after a while it got really misty and would barelly see 100 meters in front of me =); I went there with mah mum, mah bro and Juan Jose... Girls were like totally checking me out... my mum noticed also and told me >_<!.... yeah its nice to be the center of attraction.. but kinda sux when u cant go out with em xD!... specially with mah mum next to me.. geh; wish I had gone alone u know? So right before we left there was this band that started playing, they were awesome ^^... once we got back I went to Keibens house and dissapeared.... and I mean it when I say dissapeared! I didnt tell mah mum where I would be and I went with keiben to a cyber and played Mu all night! from 10pm to 11am.... I didnt call my mom or nothing; but t was awe! I leveld up like 60 lvls... but when I got home I had it with my mum... "Couldnt you call!!? I woke up at 1am and ten at 5 am and you werent there! I called Keibens mum, but she didnt know where u were either!, blah blah blah" I reaaaally wanted to say "Im 22 for fuck sake! let me be and stop worrying!"... but I didnt xD... I just shruggged and went to my room and closed the door =p..... and slept after I called My cousin ^^... she's cool... when I woke at about 5 pm I went to Keibens house again where we played Mu in his house and slept over... at about 5 am I got cold and I turned the fan off, when I went to lay back down Keiben pulled a blanket over me =)... that was cool; not that Im gay or anything; but it was cool that he did ^^. And well today I am playing Mu again at his house, but prior to that I went to take pics for my passport and it got too late togo to the embassy, so I went to Marianas house... and didnt remember her apt xD! so I had to ring all floors >_<! in the end I couldnt find her, so i sent her an email =p...went to pick up mah bro at his teachers house and met another guy that instantly became my friend and we already have plans to go out to a disco friday at midnight xD!! also im helping him out to get himself a computer ^^... well anyways, seems he wants to join the airforce also so Im gonna give him info on that =). Afterwards mah mum took me to her office and presented me to everyone there o.o... everyone LOVED the way I looked,clothes and myself =)... then came the prsident of mitsubishi himself to meet me =O!!! he barely spoke english but he was cool, I showed him my tattoo and he asked me if I knew what it meant and I said "Warui".. he nodded and laughed because in English it means "bad/wicked/evil" =)... and next we went to Gelvis house cuz it was er mums bday ^^ I went there and everyone wow-ed me o.o... and they have this GREAT syberian husky!!! its cute as hell! I wanted to take him with me xD, well I get her roses, 2 blue ones and a white rose... ate cake (3 plates) and left after watching Friends, the last episode of the last season ^^... My mum already started to piss me off, i told her that Im going out with cirstina mah cousin again tomorrow and she got pissed "I wanted to spend some quality time with you, but nooooo, its too much too ask".... gaaaaaah! BE QUIET!! I wanna have some fun... and I cant have fun if I am with her... Im not a kid anymore.... -.-.... and thats about it... Amy made this poems and they REALLY reminded me of something I wrote in mah cop b4 she showed me that... I asnt gonna put it up cuz it's not really good, but they were my feelings when I was kinda trust broken bah K/J... but here it is so my can see it... not that good, but its not meant to be pretty... BYE! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` Here I am again with this pain what have you done to me you are killing me how can you take this and then you just fake it there you go again driving me insane So tell me Why the hell you committed cant you see that im bleeding I cant run away it wont go away all this pain all this blame is driving me insane Im suffering its inside of me Im crying its outside of me Im dying just let me be let me be, just let me scream let me bleed cant you see you are hurting me Its you again with the pain dont leave me here explain this misery make it go away its driving me insane dont fuck my brain I'll make you scream scream for me bleed for me lie for me fake with me die for me die with me Just drive you insane join my pain there is no gain no one wins no one claims...
Monday, July 05, 2004
WOW!... I mean... wow...... and let me say it again.... WOW DAMMIT! HAHAHAHA! Im sorry for the lil language that Im about to use... well actually Im not, but I dont want u all to think that I'm like this all the time... actually I kinda am! xD!!... so well here goes... ITS BEEN FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!! wow, I mean all these feelings that were repressed inside of me that come out just by looking at people I love or used to love, friends that Ive shared half my life with, streets I've walked in the past and the memories with them... and now the new memories I created in this place with the people I love =)!!!!... Ok, Ill explain my last 2 days to make it better to understand ^____________^ Yesterday first thing in the morning My cousin Cristina came by and wow... did I say that that french chick was gorgeous? well... MY COUSIN IS MORE THAN THAT!!@!~!~@~!~#!@~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!! I do not even have a name for how awesomely she is not even on the outside but on the inside also =D...hmmm I'll let you guys into another little secret of mine... I used to have a crush on her since we were little... yeah family member and everything but well... you should all know by now that I dont give a shit about a lot of things; anyways... I used to have a crush on her since I was like... 12 probably? Well, 10 years later it seems that the crush that was gone just sprung out at the max! xD... sorry if it sounds kinda wrong and sick, but it's not like I've done anything anyways u know?. Ok so yesterday she comes and she paints my hair purple! I LOVE IT! it's just...wow... =D, we watched Kill Bill as it dried up and everything and well nothing we talked and shit, she's really awesome =)... Right after that we walked to a bus and we rode it for a while; the musicon th bs was TERRIBLE! so we shared headphones and like leaning against each other ^^... she let me into a little secret also that no-one else in the family knows.. that she smokes! =o! ... and well you know what that means right...?... I made a deal with her that everytime she smoked I would too... soI had like 4 cigarrets =p.... yeah so what? sue me! might be bad for my health, but Im having fun with it, Im not doing it out of addictism, but Im doing it out to bond more with her =)... sounds like me doesnt it? So well after we stopped at a center/mall, we got me some AWESOME PANTS! they are as cool or cooler than Sam's pants ^________^ v! they are all black and it's sewed with Red threads, it also has chains and belts hanging from it... its just ... whew.... wow... and that's not the most awesome thing.. thebest part is the shoes I gotmyself... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!1 they are like.... wow (again) the best shoes/boots ever! They are 'new rock' boots, made of leather and metal on it, they are black and some silver in it... wow... it cost me about 300+ $... Cristina wanted some shoes too but she didnt have money =/... I thought about getting her them then, but then I said nah... so well we went to this tattoo shop and it FUCKING SHITLESS AWESOMELY COOL!!! It has Jack Skellingtons figures/shirts, Oyster boy complete collection of figures on the box sets, also EDWARD SCISSOR HANDS!!! and its like out of this world Im telling you!! that shop is wacked! the scissors in his hand moved and all! even the custome had some leather parts on it =)... So guess what! I asked the dude to make me a Jack Skellington Tattoo! It would take too long for today so We left it for Wensday ^^.... so in the meantime I got me the other thing I wanted tattoed! I got the Japanese Kanji of "Warui" (Bad), you know, the one sanosuke/zanza has on his back =)....... yup I got it! I made it in my right wrist ^____________^ it doesnt hurt that bad o.o and it looks AWESOME!.... we had beers while he was making the tattoo; yeah he was drinking too while making it xD. The dude is a completely cool guy! I sure Kelly would of have LOVED to meet him ^___^ I loved to meet him, we talked and shit, and we might goout and do some stuff; there were other dudes that I Made friends with in there; and its all thanx to Cris ^____^.. she said that She doesnt treat me like a family member, but just like one of her cool friends.... and she was still talking about the damn shoes =p... so so I said "Ok, lets go".... Cris: "Go where?" Zanza:" Get those shoes" Cris: "WHAT!? Are you serious!?!? Dont kid like that! oh god if you do that I would start jumping right here and now!" Zanza: "Then start jumping!" Cris: "AAHHHH!!!!!! you for real!?!??!" *jumps up and down* so we went and I paid another 300 $ for them >_<!! ouch... but it's worth it ^__^, she hugged me and kissed me and jumped xD!...after that; she held my hand everywhere and fingers intertwined and all ^__^.... it was just plain... wow... all sorts of feelings... like how she is so cool, so pretty, a beautifull person, crazy like me... wel maybe less, but still crazy xD... I just loved every single bit of that moment... if I was Angel; that would of have been my moment of true happyness and I would be Angelus right now =)... so well; later that night we went to eat at my grans place and we ate some typical xmas food as dinner xD! it was crazay I tell u... My other cousin (cris sister patricia) was like totally checking me out and staring at me the whole time I was eating o.o... she kinda looks like cordilea now xD!... she even sat on my lap to watch the pics and videos on my laptop O_O!... all that was for just one day... I hope you are ready for the next day! Saturday... first thing I did in the morning was go to My ex-gf Cristina's house (yeah same name and age as my cousin.... they are 18 btw), I can't believe I got like I did on my way there... I was all cool like nothing you know? but once almost there My mind spaced out and my body began to shake as I saw he familiar streets that I once drove to meet with the person I loved the most in the world... Im dead seriousl my body shook like a leaf! all sorts of feelings came out of nowhere also... I got there and.... she wasnt home xD! but her sister Vannessa was (she is a model and pretty cute too!, she is my age) and nothing, we exchanged passwords and phone numbers again and stuff.. the big dog got my black pants all furry X.x.... MY BLACK PANTS FULL OF WHITE HAIR AAAHHHH!!!...xD... Cristina was gonna be back at 830 pm, so I would call her later today ^^... so I went to blockbuster and rented 3 movies... I only remember 2 of the titles.. 1 was Pirates of the caribbean.. pretty cool movie xD!... and 'from hell' u know that movie ith johnny depp also, about jack the ripper... havent seen it yet tho!. back home, Martha and Edgar came by and took me out to eat! =D=D!! ooooooh maaaan, it's just awesome! all the memories and friendship doesnt go away at all, not even after 5 years... they love me more than before then!... everyone that I know keeps telling me that Im the first one in their prayers, and that they think about me everyday and stuff like that... even after 5 years.... wow... we ate pizza and it started to rain as we got outside...both Edgar and Martha noticed how every single woman I passed... stared at me xD, some just looked at me, some were checking me up and down the whole 9 yards... I noticed it too; but I didnt want to soud selfcentered u know? but they said it too! EVERYONE was looking at me.. even the gay people were checking me out o.o. Im gonna get a phobia soon xD!... so well ok; we went somewhere else and it rained again as soon as we stepped outside!.. then we got to an ice cream place and it stopped raining.... we ate some ice cream and then once done we went home again.... and guess what? it started to rain again! all 3 of us were convinced that I was the cause of the rain!... everytime we sepped out it rained and once inside someplace it ceased to o.o... time to call my ex now... she wasnt home yet -.-... so I said 'fuck you' in my mind and called another friend that I hadnt spoken to since 5 years ago! My dear best freind in Skool.... Gelvis!.... pfft we were all so excited that we arranged a small drink out night in an hour xD... he gothis brother and GF and we went in his car to some bar and stuff.... we all drank; I drank 9 beers this time (I didnt even feel them at all, I swear! not even tipsy o.0) and Froi (his brother) turned out to be a womanizer xD... like a slut but in a male body xD! he smokes too, so I had to join in u know? ^_~... had like 4 cigarrets and ordered some Tequenos and chicken wing.... wow.... we remembered some good old times... he told me how Omar went completely gay now... the twins mom died of cancer, ernesto's dad had a heartattack... But the thing that surprises me the most is how people got so fond of me.... I wasnt even like how i am now of talking so much and doing mind reading stuff... but Edgar, Ismaela, Martha, Cristina, Patricia, Danny, Debbie, David, Gelvis, Keiben, lonsang, Froi, Berruga...... they all said the same thing to me... they all tell their friends about me... about things that we used to do 5or more years ago... I mean... wow... they tell all their friends about me like everyday.... it feels... very nice... I love this place and my family... and my friends... here I was thinking that it was all bullshit and just friends for the time I was there... but no... I didnt realice it went that deep.. I ddint notice they held me so high, even tho I was never talkative not one of the cool people... I was pretty nerdy... =S... Im amazed.... too much to put in words... this last 3 days have given meaning to my life again... everything I have done in life so far... has got me to this point and time... And I still have more things to do... my schedule is full! I still have to talk to my ex... still have to talk with Mariana.... go out with a lot of people... still have to get the rest of the tattoos... whew.... hope you all have time to read it.... because you all know I wouldnt write or talk about things unless they are pretty important to me =)...
Friday, July 02, 2004
maaaan, lots have happened yesterday nite (its 2:30 am now) well what the heck.... I got some time to spare!
Ok, on my way to Venezuela, there was this old lady that got sick on the plane so they asked if there was a doctor on board... and well no one stood up, so I went and tried tohelp out, but they wouldnt let me! those bastasrds -.-... anyways no one could help her out so we stopped at Miami and spent there about an hour -.-... so I got to Venezuela about 2 hours late =S.... and if that wasnt enough, hey didnt want to let me inside Venezuela!, they said that i was missing paperworks and documents.... I basically told em "look man, Im not leave; my mom is waiting for me and I only got 2 weeks of vacation from war... now I sacrificed a lot just to be here; now if you dont let me in I'll call the american embassy and let them sort things out. But Im telling you right now... IM NOT LEAVING".... hehehe.... they got kinda scared and after another hour they let me pass -.-... morons.
So well there was my mom (her breath stank baaaaad) and my lil bro was crying =S... and well when I finally got out, all the crowd (I just say female O_O) was staring and smiling at me... and call me whatever u wanna call me but... they were checking me out o.o.... bleeeeh, so well, I rested for a few hours and got on my feet and went out to buy clothes xD! I got myself a nice shirt/sweater thingy... and I got myself a pair of glasses (yeah not sun glasses, but regular glasses) they'll be ready tuesday ^___^.
AAnd well, call me whatever u wanna call me again but.... Everywhere I saw, females were checking me out O_O.... Im gonna get a phobia xD... after all that shopping I went to get my piercings done! YAH! now I have my left ear pierced, my left eyebrow tooo... and my tongue! =D, it didnt hurt bad at all and there was no blood.... well the people there were cool as fuck and we talked for like 2 hours about going out together and chilling out; and to my surprise there was this woman that I knew for some time before I left Venezuela, and she was all pierced up, all goth and stuff, I mean.....wow... she is gorgeous! O_O. now how many times you hear me say gorgeous? I think this is the first time I say thata word in here xD
Anyways, we talked for an hour and so and well, she lives in the same building I do! =D and stuff.... pretty cool =), she is in Venezuela on vacations too, she lives in France now and she leaves for France the 13th of this month =)... *sniffs the air*... I smell something if u know what I mean ^__~.... well, after that awesome time I went to my apartment Cristina called me =), she just turned 18 and she has gone as wild as I have in the past 2 years xD! so she was all excited to hear I got my piercings and she is gonna try to get me to tattoo today with some friends ^^... ahhhh and we are gonna go out and have ourselfs parties! woot!..
hehehe, then at night I went out with my best friend over here; Ive known him since I was.... 7? something like that... his name is Keiben =), we went out with a buddy of his to get some beer and well we ended up drinking 7 beers each and we ate some stuff (its not fun to eat with the tongue piercing I tell u) and well we laughed at the past and at my 'dareness'... people never learn that when they dare me to do somehting I'll never turn back on em xD! so he dared me to put some ketchup, salt, lettuce, tomato, toothpick, tartar sauce anda piece of napkin in my beeer and drink it xD!... You can all guess that I did it! mwahahha1; the fun part is when i made them do the same xD! the waitress was like WTF!? =)....
now that we are back I dloaded an online game that Im playing with Keiben now and That Ill most probably play in Iraq with him =)... aaaah... today was a great day... and tomorrow might be pretty good also ^____^.
I GOT FUCKING PIERCINGS! xD!!! sorry ^_________^