Tuesday, September 23, 2003
Its been a while, ya? well I couldnt help it... I was sent to the field sooner and now Im online for a couple of hours only... Over there I stay awake most of the day.. only sleep like 4 hours daily and work standing up aaaall night and aaaalll day... the good side of that is.. I was given my Article 15 (punishment) the same day I left, so! Im not actually doing no extra duty nor being restricted ^__^, and in the end I'll only do 3 days of those instead of 14 cuz I was on the field all this time xD.
anyways, I came back today and see that no-one gave a damn about me staying or leaving the ff8 rp forums, except maybe Amiel, Kolly, and Q... but anyways, there is a big chance I might leave the site cuz...
1~ I wont be online for the next months or so
2~ ppl dont care about their members =p
3~ They are doing whatever they want in the site, and the admins dont do jack
4~ they are being unrealistic, when FF8 is supposed to be a realistic world (transforming into dragons o.0)
and there are more.. but the reason I dont leave is
1~ It's kinda fun to do a lot of stuff, imagining its the real thing
2~ I dont want to leave Cure behind =p... it maybe cuz I just married her in the site.. it maybe cuz Ive ben dreaming about her in the past few days, or maybe I really do truly care about her more than I should.
So... Im leaving now again and comming back this weekend... Im pretty sure I'll know what to do once I come back, to leave or not to leave.. dun dun dunnn... BYE!
Sunday, September 14, 2003
yo! wassup? well yesterday a friend of mine got me some more anime! so Im gonna be busy today watching tons of new stuff ^^, I think it was. 'art of fighting, armitage III, X dvd5, Reign dvd3... yup those are it!, and tomorrow I got to work 24 hours straight sitting at a desk. so I prolly wont come online tomorrow...
what else? well yesterday I stod awake til like 1 am thinking about the email thingy with Jade and Kelly and stuff, but its all god since I woke up at 11 am this morning heehhe.. and thats it I think.. ciao!
Saturday, September 13, 2003
Hiiiiiyas! well yesterday I spent 30 dollars to get online.. (Jade better pay back some of that =p), I brought Squall like t-shirts, also I got lost downtown xD but I found my way!! after like 15 minutes >_>... I talked to Elle on the phone for like 20 mins and my money ran out =\... so I gotta buy another card if I wanna send her a text message or call again!.. hmm I got me another anime DVD and got me the game Buffy chaos bleed, the PS2 game.
Lemme see... what else? oh yeah I drank yesterday a few new drinks, like sex on the beach and swimming pool, they arent strong beverages tho o.0? and bleh! thats about it, that was my day.. I also saw the movie 'final destination 2' it waspretty awesome!! how all those people died and stuff LOL, coolios ^_~
And thats it! Im gone, bai!
Thursday, September 11, 2003
Hallo! today was kinda cool, didnt work much, didnt get in trouble.. they left me in charge for the whole day, they praised me...I got off early today, and tomorrow Im off.. also I got my Squall ring and pendant (got 2 of each), I got my Wallscrolls!! also I got my FFVIII Zippo (lighter) and a bunch of other FF8 cool stuff!... also in my bank 60$ appeared miracrously!, so Im kinda happy today.. and not only that but Jade had the day off from skool ^^
so yeah its all cool around here and I wish more days were like thsi one! bay!
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
yesterday was cool since Elle reappeared after a loong time of not talking to her =) and she joined the ff8 RP, so its pretty cool now ^_^< juts hope that she doesnt go around saying stuff about my past >_>
ah well today sucks.... AGAIN! cuz I gota clean clean clean clean and clean a lot of stuff... its a pain in the butt and Ive been cleaning for like 3 hours already!! my right arm is number and all wrinkled =(, AMRY SUX! if you dont like what I say, dont join the army o.o; your only excuse is if you are as crazy as I am =p
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
I almost got a heart attack tonight LOL!, bleh, I think I messed up somehow... its just that this is soo much like a year ago... is almost as if I never learn my lesson and keep hitting rock bottom... I font even know why Im acting the way I am, it's always like this... I know Im kinda loosing you guys but I just need to post it... My past is becoming my future again and I dont know if I dare revive one of the most painfull stages of my life... anyways, just had to write it. I dont expect you guyz to understand, sorry
Monday, September 08, 2003
Well, I dont have much time but... well they havent given me my punishment yet, so Im not doing extraduty... but they may tell me today, so dont get ur hopes too high!.. also I was ironing my uniform, cuz its gotta be perfect and guess what... I ran out of Starch in the middle of it! so my uniform is crappy and I might get in twouble fo rit too >_< sooo not fair!
anyways... GTG!
Saturday, September 06, 2003
Friday, September 05, 2003
whew... Finally! well I couldnt get online yerterday, wery busy... oh yeah and they havent decided what is gonna be my punishment.. they said that Monday it was sure that they would let me know. Anyways, Yesterday I had a dream about/with Cure o.0, it was weird... but I kind of got the message of it; I wont tell what the dream was =p
Also, I didnt sleep last night because I got paid 40 $ to work for like 10 hours at night... I dont really do sh!t at that time, just sit around and play games, read, whatever... just gotta stay awake ^^, so that was an easy 40 $, but Im kinda tired now! well I'll tell ya guys what I did today later today
Thursday, September 04, 2003
sigh, tiiiiiiiiiiired.... today we got a new 1st seargent... and he is a NUT! I mean he is all crazy and stuff yelling around at everyone and making us work hard and get off late, and he talks and talks for like forever!, tomorrow Im going to another base to see what they are going to do to me as punishment.. and Im goin with HIM! aaaah it's soo not gonna be nice tomorrow.. at least I get to miss excersice! xD
man Im doing another blog with a list of all the games Ive beaten in my life that are in consoles (nno arcade's and no comp games) it a loooong list so it maybe ready this weekend >_< I think last time I counted it was around 300 almost =p
anyways, Im tiiiired and real busy now so I cant post more.. ciao my bella misao! oh yeah! and I finally finished Jade's drawing yesterday at midnight ^__^ it turned out awe!
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
Im tired... not feeling too ... how can I say it... I aint feeling happy you could say =p; This morning it was freezing and I could only wear shorts and a t-shirt, because we were doing excersices... which were a lot! about 200 Pushups, 2 mile run, 200 situps, meh, and today everyone gets off early except my section cuz we gotta work a lot today -_-... today sux, I think Kelly and Jade would agree since they started skool today >_<, well Im off...sigh
Im back again, I just got offwork.. today sucked... my arms still hurted and I had to carry heavy sh!t around for like 2 hours... and it was kinda hot >_< so there I am, working working working.. and when I was finished, the rest of the guys hadnt done nothing -_-, unfair! but meh! The only good thing about today would be that Im talking to Cure right now =p ciao!
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
Well, lets start by saying that I have been in trouble with the army since 2 weeks ago, and today they finally tell me my punishment, Im going to have 14 days of Extra duty and Restriction to the barracks, a month reduction and 1 rank down. Why you wonder? well I dont want to make you guys think that IM what Im not; cuz I had a reason to do what I did, well I 'borrowed' the master key of the building for a weekend cuz they didnt want to give me a new key, so when they found out, they said I stole it =p, also there was a half empty bottle of alcohol in my fridge that has been there for like a month; they found it and said it wasnt allowed to have so much o.0 I mean it wasnt even full, but they didnt care... so now they think Im an alcoholic and a thief.. even tho IM NOT!... tahts it for today, tomorrow Ill update some more ... sigh
Monday, September 01, 2003
Hiiiya! well right now Im at the library in a US Army base in Germany, to be more specific, in 'Schweinfurt'... what the hell Im doing here you wonder? well I'm with the US Army! O_O
Yeah.. so I'll be kinda keeping a diary thing in here of what happens on a regular day in the Army =\ whoo hoo *spins finger around* well, I'll update later with the beginning of my life in here and the continuation of it, in my time *confused himself* bye!